Tucked away in a corner of the library. I think it's interesting how the people around me have no idea of all the fucked up thoughts harassing my mind right now. Because to me it feels like a war. All that makes me strong fighting all that makes me weak. There is a debilitating negativity alive in the center of myself. A doubt and a fear, strong enough to render me useless. And it makes me wonder, how many others are fighting a losing battle --- One that I can't see. Are all these people as conflicted as me?