Tuesday, March 22, 2016

The start of something

There was a persistent soft breeze caressing the palm tree that sat upon my lawn. The brush of the leaves was gentle and easily acceptected as ambiance. The noises faded in comfortably with the rest of this dullness we call Tuesday morning. But on an ever sporadic occasion there would be a gust of wind, strong enough to shudder my windows, strong enough to startle me tense, just strong enough to remind me of my mortality. It was at this point the constant banality of everyday began to fade. It was at this exact moment, without knowing why, I knew this Tuesday would be like no other. 

Saturday, March 12, 2016


I feel myself getting stronger
And I see the growth

I'd love to share that with you one day

Tuesday, February 2, 2016


Tucked away in a corner of the library. I think it's interesting how the people around me have no idea of all the fucked up thoughts harassing my mind right now. Because to me it feels like a war. All that makes me strong fighting all that makes me weak. There is a debilitating negativity alive in the center of myself. A doubt and a fear, strong enough to render me useless. And it makes me wonder, how many others are fighting a losing battle --- One that I can't see. Are all these people as conflicted as me? 

Monday, February 1, 2016

i don't need anyone and that's such an empowering realization
everything is alright

when in doubt, please remember this

everything is alright and everything will be alright

there will be bad days, but think of what you have
you have your abled body and mind
you can do so much, and this is only the beginning
please dont let yourself believe you have nothing left to offer

center ur mind