Monday, April 28, 2014

I can do this 
With some strength and support I can do this 

Saturday, April 19, 2014

I feel myself growing colder with each day that passes
Life has corrupted me, but that's just how shit goes I guess.

You keep your head up and keep walking or you get fucked over, but either way life doesn't give a shit about me...or you... or anyone

you are on your own in this world
and the more i realize that the more i lose my old self
i used to look at life with such an optimistic viewpoint but now that is shot to hell

you really are alone in this world and theres nothing you can do about it
time stops for no one

and thats just the shitty truth

i remember everyday i used to wake up with a love in my belly
a warm presence sitting in the midst of my core
fueling my motivation and acting as the little spark to my little life

i feel almost as if this love...this love gave me purpose and made me a warm, caring person

now that it is gone
the sweet innocent fire that used to burn inside me is being replaced with hate
i feel like i am slowly losing myself to the world

i used to see the good in people
but now i assume the worst and i am not as nearly as sweet or nice as i used to be

i feel myself slipping away
maybe this is part of growing up but i feel myself growing colder with everyday that passes

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

Life fucking sucks sometimes dude...
i still miss you

you're a part of me and always will be

i wish i could tell you more often
i wish we could talk more often
but i know we shouldn't and i know we cant

but i just hope you know I still care

Saturday, April 5, 2014

and i still think about you

and i only think about the good things