Sunday, October 30, 2011

Homecoming Season and October

are both pretty much over...
Homecoming game and dance were let downs in my opinion. Oh well. Moving on. No time to think or stop or breath. I've only had one and 1/2 a meal today.

I just want to fast forward this next week. The play is not going to be as good as it could be. It is what it is. I would write more, but I don't have any time.

Tomorrow is halloween. I haven't carved a pumpkin or watched one scary movie. I doubt I'll even do anything tomorrow night. This is how students of the months live. I'm still proud of myself. =]

Monday, October 24, 2011

being busy = being unhealthy

I don't get enough sleep. I have no time to breathe. I have too much stress. My only enjoyment where I'm going to try to let it all go and forget everything I have to do in a short amount of time is the homecoming game and homecoming dance. I can't wait to dance the night away with my girls. This year at the dance and game I need to take many more photos.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

there is always something.
It is time to stop ignoring God...
time to put up or shut up

Sunday, October 16, 2011

sky high

sketchy business and all night sweaty fun at sky high with some awesome people...

regular jumping seems so dull now

Saturday, October 8, 2011

everyone is no one just trying to get their own shit done
i feel fat

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Always remember the more you have to think about, the less thinking you do.

feeling use(d)less

i feel the distance growing. the distance between me and everything. between me and everyone. all this, when all i wanted to do was to be close enough to touch. every time i get close, NATURAL disaster. no red cross. no salvation. people always move on... always find the next best thing....return to old connections, and come back to you when their first choices aren't available. i am your back up plan; old news. hard copy, there when you want me. a door always unlocked, you're too comfortable to knock. im nothing but realiable now, reuseable... the moment you start thinking you're no longer alone, is the moment you're reminded why you're wrong.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

old general

learning something every second of every day, taking advantage of everything im blessed with, but at the same time taking nothing for granted. i really am grateful. even when i forget to say thank you; help me remember.
"Still running with barefeet, I ain't got nothing but my soul. Freedom is the ultimate goal."
-for women, reflectional eternal