Sunday, August 28, 2011

Back, hurts. Eyes, red. Arms, tired. Head, dizzy.
All this and I'm not even done with my homework yet...
I need to finish everything tomorrow.
This is what I get for procrastinating....

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Monday, August 22, 2011

I forgot what it felt like to have your eyelids heavy from tiredness. This familiar feeling. This bad choice, this procrastination. Unsettled anxieties sitting awoken, like a remembered dream, at the pit of my stomach. My eyes burn. I turn up the music and move to the rhythm to try to keep myself awake. Commitments are commitments. Sunday night. A typical Sunday night.

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Crunch time

And so the summer ap homework comes crashing down on me oh so suddenly.... I've got 10 days to pull this out of my ass. Can be done. Can be done.

Monday, August 15, 2011

This summer in three words:
Hard. fucking. work.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

this is going to be a good life

1. What are your siblings MIDDLE names?
2. Where is your dad right now?
3. What was the last thing you said?
4. What is something you've learned about yourself recently?
that I enjoy dancing with hot boys who are hot and good dancers

5. What color is your watch?

6. What do you think of when you think of Australia?
good eye might <- say it
7. When was the last time you squatted to pee?
loooong time
8. Who is the last person you liked?
james franco
9. Are you close to your mom?
asi, asi
10. Where does your best friend work?
11. What is your least attractive feature?
12. What color are your pants?
they're soffe shorts and they're navy blue
13.Do you have a roommate?
had a roomate for 3 days at asbcamp this week... voni. i love her
14.Do you prefer paper or plastic?
15. What color is your bedroom flooring?
16. Do you have a chair in your room?
17. What time of day were you born?
18. Do you know anyone engaged?
19. What's your favorite number?
dont have one
20. Do you know anyone named Laurie?
yes! my good looking cousin!!!
21. What color is your mom's hair?
dirty blond
22. Do you have a dog?
yes! 2...well one and a half...quarter
23. Where did you live in 1987?
no where
24. What happened to you in 1993?
got a sissy
25. Does your first memory involve your dad?
dont remember
26. Do you remember singing any songs as kids?
yeah to simple plan
27. When was the last time you went swimming?
this summer at malisas
28. Has your luggage ever got lost?
no =] but someone played a prank on me and hid my clothes
29. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
a few hours ago
30. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
YES just got back from it... ASB camp every highschool summer baby <3
31. Do you play an instrument?
the kazoo
32. Have you ever thought it would be cool to smash a guitar?
33. Do you like fire?
no...i like incents
35. Are you allergic to anything?
36. When was the last time you cried?
when listening to the key note speaker talk about a disabled boy scoring a home run
37. What kind of shampoo do you use?
38. Have you ever been to a spa?
39. Were you popular in high school?
i consider myself well known only because i have blond hair which is a minority at our school
40. Did you take science all four years of high school?

41. Do you like butterflies?
yes!!! i love them
42. What is the last book you read?
farenheight 451
43. Do you like Coke or Pepsi more?
coke!!! no doubt reminds me of a team building workshop
44. What is one thing you miss about your past?
no homework and friends i used to see more of
45. Did you ever see the school nurse?

46. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
yes! i want to be one still
47. What is one thing you've learned about life?
that you will never stop learning
48. Are you jealous of anyone?
not outrageously
49. Is anyone jealous of you?
im not sure
50. When was the last time you were in an elevator?
yesterday at UCSB... i wanna go back to camp!!

Saturday, August 13, 2011

ocl 2011

I had too much fun at ASB camp. I miss it already.
ASB camp 2011 you were amazing.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

UCSB here I come. Catch you guys on the flipside.

Sunday, August 7, 2011


a stranger called my friend and me beautiful in passing.

In other news I hate it when you can't tell if a boy is just trying to make conversation or if he's hitting on you.

I've realized with such little random/general/casual human interaction these days every conversation initiated without any real cause is assumed as creepy or threatening. Just a thought.

Friday, August 5, 2011

ASB camp in 5 days

I'm not ready, but I'm ready.

Tuesday, August 2, 2011


hard work and sleep and no sleep and puppies and laundry and last minute hangouts and all nighters and food and more food and asb and not doing homework and friends and family and food again and shorts and sun burn and no money and asb