Tuesday, May 31, 2011

I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full

I need some meaning I can memorize

Don't covet my shit yo.

like a boss.
like a boss.

Monday, May 30, 2011


laughing all loud and shit.

just a reminder to myself that today we made history!

I spend too much damn time on the computer.


Sunday, May 29, 2011

"Time that I enjoy wasting isn't really a waste of time." -Ldawg

True that. ^

Long beach > Westminster
Long beach > Westminster
Long beach > Westminster
Long beach > Westminster

I don't want to leave.
I can't wait till summer, so I can practically live here again.
One more day of lounging and then its back to reality....
Only a few more weeks.
Summer, you are mine.
Summer, I am coming for you.

Are you coming up, or going under?
pero lyke
dont be alarmed i think
close yr eyes
old book misread

Friday, May 27, 2011

Been gone for awhile,
I'm back

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Play is over. No more rehearsal. Wooooopie!!!!!!!!!!! I'm free!!!!!!
Birth-day is pretty much over.
Movies with Oscar and David was cooooooolskis. :)

Hopefully I'll get to blow out some candles tomorrow so I can feel more birthday-ish. Heh.

To all the bitches who forgot my birthday (and if you're reading this, which im not sure if you do, but if you are, im not talking about you, so dont trip):

Happy New Year to myself

It's my birthday. Cool. :)
New Years resolutions:
-be nicer
-work out more
-find meaning again
-work on dedication
-try not be late as often as I am
-catch up with friends
-get people presents who I owe presents...
-give a shit
-start going to shows again
-write more, do something productive with it
-bring sexy back
-acquire an awesome closet, full of awesome clothes
-go to six flags with friends
-go to knotts scary farm again (hehe)
-be positive
-spread positivity
-be grateful
Just thinking about everyone who I used to know so well who are strangers now.
Thinking about the people still around.
Thinking about the people who I think will stick around..

I'm in love with life.

Friday, May 20, 2011

Last night's show was a bit better than tonight's, but satisfied once again :).

Thanks so much for coming out to everyone who did. Means a lot ;).
Last show tomorrow night. Then cast bonding time.


I.......don't really know...........what I am trying to say / do with anything lately. Birthday in two days. I think I'm going to celebrate it next weekend though, if anything.....

Eh.. = everything lately

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

photo challenge - (I'll do 2 a day)

1.Your fb profile picture-

Christie's birthday dinner ^
2. a photo of yourself a year ago

Almost exactly a year ago.... this was last year on my birthday

1. your facebook profile photo
2. a photo of yourself a year ago
3. a photo that makes you happy
4. a photo of the last place you went on holiday
5. a photo of you
6. a photo that makes you laugh
7. a photo of someone you love
8. a photo of your favourite band/musician
9. a photo of your family
10. a photo of you as a baby
11. a photo of your favourite film(s)
12. a photo of you
13. a photo of your best friend(s)
14. a photo of one of your favourite family members
15. a photo of you and someone you love
16. a photo of you at the last party you went to
17. a drunk photo of you
18. a photo of one of your classes
19. a photo of you on a school trip
20. a photo of something you enjoy doing
21. a photo of you standing up
22. a photo of your town
23. a photo of your friend as a baby
24. a photo of you that your hair looks nice in
25. a photo of a night you loved
26. a photo of your favourite weekend
27. a photo of last summer
28. a photo of what you ate today
29. a photo of someone you find attractive
30. a photo of you when you were happy

drain me so good

Play tomorrow.
Every family has one.
We're not ready.
Oh well.
Get shit done.
Be done.
The end.

Monday, May 16, 2011

To all the shady people in the world...


[Note the blank space] I have nothing to say to shady people. The fact is, I have no time for shady people. To all the liars: Save it.

Get on your fucking knees and cry me a fucking river.

Dont Trust Anyone.

I can't believe how stupid I was......

I cant do this anymore.

Correction: I'm not doing this anymore.

Thursday, May 12, 2011

I remember when, you and me, how we used to be, just good friends. Wouldn't give me none, but all I wanted was some.

Where do we go from here?
It's Wednesday.
This week is going by slow.
Should be studying vocab.......
Will I ever sleep?

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

I think this is a test for us both.
For me, to try to help you out of this quandary.
For you, whether or not you will accept/consider the help.
Being young.
Being able to adapt.

I feel like water.
Keep me and I'll eventually shape to my container.
Pour me out and I'll be back to normal soon enough, no definite shape at all.....
The point is, I'd be fine.
To be fine? To be great?
Because right now.... I feel like water.
I'm slipping through the cracks of my foundation.
Someone be my foundation.
Let me be free, but tell me if you can handle being the container which holds me.

Sunday, May 8, 2011


Mis Amigas

Saturday, May 7, 2011

After Prom feeling. I just can't believe it's over........

Good feeling though. Hope the pictures turn out well.... :)

It's kind of weird thinking you, among others, will remember this night for the rest your life....
Wow, Now I really hope the pictures came out well!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha....
sooooooooooooooooo beat.

Going to sleep.
Night bitches.

Friday, May 6, 2011

Prom is so stressful!!!!!!!! And expensive!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All of this will be worth it.
All of this will be worth it! :)

I'm still stressed though..........tomorrow is going to be CRAYZAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm most worried about my hair........gah. I'm scared!!!!!!!!!

Ok..... night fools!!

Monday, May 2, 2011

‎"His (Osama bin Laden) demise should be welcomed by all who believe in peace and human dignity." - Our president. ..............hahaha, do I even have to explain why this is funny?

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Seriously wondering why I try...............
I know this is all bullshit.
This all feels like bullshit.

Wondering if I should talk about it.... debating if I should ask for help....... don't even know if I want any........

Just have to keep telling myself....
all of this will pass.
all of this will pass.
Soon, all of this pass.
And I will get through all of this shit.
When you're begging for my forgiveness.........I'll try my best to believe it will last.