Friday, April 29, 2011

I hope we didn't break it, but I'm glad we broke the rules.

I got my prom dress tonight! I'm satisfied....
It was expensive, but the feeling of not having to worry about it feels sooooo refreshing!! :)

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Screaming to Lower D with Jessica and Yazzy was sooooooooooooooo fun! I was laughing so hard; I think I got the best abdominal workout of my life!!!!!!

THE FLOWERS ARE FAKE

Hahahahaha................... tooooooooooo gooooood.

No one said it would be this hard.

Take me back to the start.


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Not much to update you on.... this week went by pleasantly fast. I don't want to do homework. Not much is new......
-I need to get my prom dress tomorrow.
-I have Saturday school.
-Have to go treasure hunting soon.


In other news, I'm excited for the weekend. :)

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Monday, April 25, 2011

Spring Break is over. Happy Easter.

:)
Saturday - Sunday = highlight of my spring break.
Cheers to old friends' return and new friends.
I have a good feeling about this...... a really good feeling.
:) :) :) :)

Ugh, I love my friends!!!!!!!!
Happy Easter by the way.. this was probably the weirdest Easter I've ever had....

Homework and procrastination.... didn't even get everything done. Yucks.
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1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
Home... doing hw. Got back from Sammy's/Juju's :)

2. Who are you in love with?
Sleep

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
......no

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
lame

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
thurs with jessy. PROM DRESS SHOPPING IS SO HARD

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
yes

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
no

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
how far is out of town?

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
no

10. Are you hot?
when i try

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
agua

12. What are you wearing right now?
shorts and the reliet k shirt rocky bought me from the paramore show :) gahsh, good times

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
went to car wash with sam today actually....cool

14. Last food that you ate?
nasty

15. Where were you yesterday this time?
pulling an all nighter with Andrew..... hahaha everyone else fails

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
.....hm.......no

17. When is the last time you ran?
DANG......a week ago

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
rugby

19. What is your favorite animal?
a butterfly or pudu

20. Your dream vacation?
europe/tropical island depends on my mood

21. Last person's house you were in?
Sam's/Juju's/Rocky's

22. Worst injury you've ever had?
nose fracture....iguesh

23. Have you been in love?
always in love..........sleep

24. Do you miss anyone right now?
yes

25. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
charm

Saturday, April 23, 2011

These past few days have been frustrating.....
Spring break was a let down. =/
I hope tomorrow is awesome, and that I get all my homework done Sunday...
Shit.......


Gosh..........................
people......too many people.........they're all clones............all the same...

_______
I get to see sammy tomorrow!! :) Should be refreshing..

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/04/20/tim-hetherington-chris-hondros-killed-libya_n_851558.html?icid=maing-grid7|aim|dl1|sec1_lnk2|57375
What happened to these people is horrible and tragic, but what is even more depressing, is that you have to be an oscar nominated director to get any publication on what's happening in Libya.... children are being murdered out there everyday. These two deaths are little compared to what's been going on, and what's going to continue happening if the bloodsheds in Libya don't stop....

The things happening in Libya are crazy, and yet they're being overlooked and barely publicized (also watered down) by the mainstream media. History is repeating itself, and we're sitting here with our fingers up our asses to afraid to do anything. We are going to be the dumb-asses in our kid's history books, as the people who didn't do anything, if we don't stop pretending nothing wrong is going on there. I know our country is in a delicate situation right now, but really, pretending nothing is going on is hardly the solution....... I'm not saying I have the answers or that I am some political expert, but all I will say is that what we're doing right now, nothing, is bullshit.

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and it's day 2 of spring break.
Went by really fast.....
Today I went to a party and got to catch up with some old friends... :)
Highlights......... cat daddying with diana, messing around with jimmy, chks, kevin playing party in the usa, and dinner talk with asian parents. From tonight I learned that it is not uncommon for Asian parents to consider astrology and birthdays for compatibility regarding who their kids date/marry. I also learned that Brandon's mom is really sweet! She was trying to convince me to marry an asian boy. :) "Let me tell you Michelle, you know Asian boys, they're nice." Hahaha, she's too presh. OH, I also learned that if I go to a small asian / pho place and order my meal in Vietnamese that I'll get a discount. I want to try that.

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My hair was crazy voluminous this morning, but as the day went on it deflated and right now it's pretty much back to normal. Def doing it again though... :)

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

All I need is some anti frizz!

Here's after:

Being a girl

Messing around on my hair.

Sleeping on it like this...... hopefully it'll turn out as something remotely cool. :)
Pictures of how it looks tomorrow.
Night fools.
First day of spring break over.
Wah.

I am never going to find a prom dress.

Ever.

1. Song that always makes you sad?:
sister winter - sufjan stevens

2. Last thing you bought?:
clothes

3. Last person you argued with?:
jessica

4. Do you put Butter before putting the jelly on?:
...

5. One of your stuffed animals' names as a kid?:
omgosh! I was obsessed..... FLOPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Floppy was my favorite....

6. Did you ever own at one time a Nysnc Cd?:
yes

7. Favorite day of the week?:
friday/saturday

8. Favorite Sundae topping?:
turtle shell

9. Did you take Piano lessons?:
no

10. Most frequent song played?:
hm........probably crushed bones

11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy?:
secretly enjoy....hm....... bad girls club HAHAHAH

12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey?:
basketball

13. Date someone older or younger?:
older

14. One place you want to travel to right now?:
new york again/colorado/vegas/hawaii/anywhere europe

15. Do you use umbrellas?:
when my friends bring them

16. Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem?:
..........no

17. Favorite Cheese?:


18. Disturbed or My Chemical Romance?:
mcr

19. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes?:
brunettes... blonds risk blond eyebrows....which scare me

20. Best job you ever had?:


21. did you go to your high school prom?:
im going

22. perfect time to wake up?:
when you feel like it!

23. perfect time to go to bed?:
when you feel like it!!

24. do you use your queen right away in chess? ..:
I don't know how to play chess...

25. Ever been in a car accident?:
yes

26. closer to mom or dad...or neither?:
hm.....neither

27. what age is this exciting life over for you?:
never

28. what decade other than the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager?:
80s!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned?:
hm...... jessica's boats i had for a while hahaha

30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high schoo:


31. Were you in track and field?:
hahaha...long story

32. Were you ever in a school talent show?:
yes!! I did an elvis song in the 1st / 2nd / 3rd grade. Dressed up like him too. I was a tranny?

33. Have you ever written in a library book?:
no... but i write in pen "SAY NO TO THE NWO" in all of my text books

34. Allergic to?:
nothing

35. Favorite fruit?:
strawberry / pineapple

36. Have you watched sex and the city?:
no

37. Baseball hat or toque?:
...........

38. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap?:
shampoo

39. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste?:
wet the toothbrush....always!!!!!!

40. Pen or pencil?:
both

41. Have you ever gambled at a casino?:
illegally...

42. Have you thrown up on a plane?:
almost

43. Have you thrown up in a car?:
YES -___________-

44. Have you thrown up at work?:
no

45. Do you scream on roller coasters?:
for fun!!! I love roller coasters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

46. Who was your first prom date?:
Martin H. (heeheheehehheheeeee :D )

47. Who was your first roommate?:
I lived with carolina for a week....

48. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time?:


49. What was your first job?:


50. What was your first car?:
it was supposed to be a mustang.... until peeps had to be shady!!!!!!

51. When did you go to your first funeral?:
dont remember.....

52. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?:
dont know

53. Who was your first grade teacher?:
Mrs. Langer!!! <3

54. Where did you go on your first airplane ride?:
washington dc/new york

55. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?:
um......sam?

56. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?:
Ariahna!!! and yes I am :)

57. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house?:


58. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?:
no one....hahaha

59. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsme:
My cousin eric's !!!! I love this survey!!!!!!!! Hahaha

60. What is the first thing you do in the morning?:
pee

61. What was the first concert you attended?:
first local was.....i dont even remember the name hahaha dennis's band. first big concert..... uh........ cheetah girls? disney 360 or something like that hahaha

62. First tattoo or piercing?:


63. First celebrity crush?:
hm.........I liked JC from nsync... hahahaaha

Monday, April 18, 2011

do you ever ask yourself

Why you only look hot when its 2 in the morning you are all by yourself?

because I am asking myself that question right now....

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wrote this a couple nights ago.... after taking my hair out and glasses off
its not done

You'll say yours and I'll say mine
and we'll go on, pretending it's all fine
a shot for two,
a nickle for a dime,
read more than the daily crime,
reside and resign,
for the people this time,
get it right,
get it right,
take a turn,
you just might
live it and pivot,
make a move,
get with it,
be seen, be free,
be alive and rewind,
for the people this time.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

because i want to talk and no one is awake

2. What is your favorite possession?
cell phone / xbox360 / shoes

3. Do you own a gun?
no

4. If you could tell your last ex something what would you say?
hi

5. Do you get nervous before doctors appointments?
nah

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
baseball games and the 2 dollar theaters who sell them for a dollar each

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
whos your daddy

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
water

9. Can you do push ups?
I can do 8......real ones anyway...

10. Is your bathroom clean?
sometimes

11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
mm... i wear a few bracelets

12. Do you take painkillers?
no

13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
charm and smelling good

14. Do you have A.D.D.?
havent been tested

15. Still have a birthmark?
yesh on the back of my neck

16. What are you doing tonight?
went to martin's...we played marvel vs. capcom, watched the professional, made smores, and then wrestled.

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment?
1. why is everyone asleep
2. i hope i finish all my homework
3. i wonder how things are going to pan out

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought?
I cant even remember the last three....

19. Name 3 things you drink regularly:
water / soda / juice

20. Are you on a diet?
no

22. Current worry: the worlds going to end before i have a real chance to live

23. Current hate: low blood sugar... i havent eaten anything substantial today

24.Favorite place to be: disneyland

25. How did you bring in the New Year?
what?

26. Where would you like to go? europe and a tropical island somewhere

27. Why do you wanna go there? exploration and enjoyment

28. What shirt are you wearing?
a tank top THAT ISNT YOURS JESSICA SO FUCK YOU FOR THINKING SO!!!!

29. What is your current relationship status?
30. Favorite color(s)?
green, forest green.

31. Would you be a pirate?no
32. Are you gay?no
33. Do you sing in the shower?
yee
34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
demons
35. What's in your pockets right now?
no pockets
36. What are you going to do after this?
hopefully sleep
37. Who do you want to be with right now?
carolina :(
38. Worst injury you've ever had?
maybe getting a fractured nose..... it actually didnt hurt that bad though.... just sounds like the worst
39. Best feeling in the world?
not having to worry about anything
40. Worst feeling in the world?
having to worry about something
41. Who is your loudest friend?
maybe.......malisa?
42. Who is your quietest friend?
maybe.......kelsey?
43. Does someone have a crush on you?
hopefully
44 Do you wish on shooting stars?
no. I dont believe in wishes or luck.
45. What is your favorite food?
whatevers good at the time is my favorite
46. What is your favorite candy?
snickers
47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
i am awesome, and now that i married you, you are awesome too kinda song
48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
sucks you died, you were awesome, kinda song
49. What were you doing @ 12 AM last night?
watching a movie with my mum
50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
whether or not i was going to the rugby game

have you ever made out with 2 different people in one night?:
no

ever thought your cousin was hot?:
all my cousins are hot....well most of them

have you ever stolen money from a friend?:
no

have you ever been arrested?:
no

have you ever forgotten someone's name?:
ugh...yes

Do you wear contacts?:
yes

Have you ever fired a gun?:
no

Have you ever had a dream about your best friend?:
yes

Have you ever had a dream about your boss?:
no

Who was the last person that slept beside you?:
probably jessica

Last person that made you cry?:
no one can MAKE me do anything

Last person you got in a fight with?:
mi madre

Your worst enemy?:
sassy

Where is your favorite place to be?:
disneyland

Name two people you miss really badly
carolina and sam

What was the last thing you highlighted?:
homework

What color is your bedroom?:
offwhite

Eye color?:
brown

Siblings?:
mary

What color underwear are you wearing right now?:
green

Favorite Holiday?:
every holiday

Dogs or cats?:
dogs

Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?:
course

Best Friend?:
jessica, carolina, sam, martin, julio, linda,

At school, who do you trust the most?:
jessy

At home, who is the messiest?:
me

what CD is closed to you right now?:
sugar ray's

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?:
yes

What 3 things can always be found in your refrigerator?:
water / old veggies / left overs

What music do you listen to the most?:
all music i listen to the most

On a scale of 1-5 how organized are you?:
3

What was your best subject in school?:
english

Do you smoke?:
no

Ever been in a physical fight?:
yes

Ever worn your pajamas to places other than your house?:
...yes

Name 5 of the most important things in your life.
friends, writing, sleeping, learning, and family

Are you a morning person?:
NO

Ever had surgery?:
no

Something or someone you miss the most from childhood.
ariahna

Ususally late, early or right on time?:
late

Coke or Pepsi?:
both

Do you have a best friend?:
yes

Have you ever stolen anything?:
no

Have you ever cheated on someone?:
no

How often do you use four letter words?:
lots

Have you ever taken candy from a child?:
no

Would you rather do the dishes or clean the bedroom?:
clean the bedroom.. touching dank food scares me

Would you rather be caught stealing or cheating?:
stealing

Have you ever "hooked up" with a friend?:
ha

Do you fight with your friends?:
unfortunately

Which of your friends is the bossiest?:
haha

Do you love any of your friends?:
yes

How did you get your name?:
how did you get yours?

A memory you won't forget
go kart world weekend.....

Do you have a good personality?:
i think so

What kind of friend are you?:
im a good friend!

Do you believe that love is forever?:
no

Do you get hurt by people easily?:
no

Does ice cream make you happy?:
no

Have you ever cried watching a movie?:
yes

Nickname?:
mitch, michelita, mickbrutal

Do you like thunderstorms?:
no

Whats the first thing you think in the morning?:
i dont want to go to school

How would your mother describe you?:
....

What is something you don't want to live without?:
a voice and freewill

At school, what occupies your mind the most?:
getting home

How many shower curtains do you have?:
what kind of question is this?

Have you ever lived alone?:


How long is your lunch break?:
not long enough

Do you make good choices?:
not always

Blizzard or Frosty?:
both

Do you put off doing things because you are afraid of what will happen?:
not usually

Do you forgive and forget, or just forgive?:
forgive, unless i really just forget

Are you shy or outgoing?:
outgoing

Would you rather run a mile or be beaten up?:
hahaha run a mile

Can you whistle?:
no

Who makes you laugh the most?:
:(

Have you ever cried like a baby when someone died?:
yes

Who was your first love?:


Ever wanted something you can't have?:
yes.....shit's frustrating as fuuuuuuu

Thursday, April 14, 2011

People amaze me.

Tonight was a lot of fun!!!!!!!!!
I love being young and alive.
Mr. Westminster and the Talent show rocked it tonight!!!!!!!!!


Aw...........

Trying to take nothing for granted right now.
Who knows how long I'll have what I have. I've learned my lesson with not appreciating everything I'm given, including the amazing people I'm blessed to have in my life right now. I just want to let everyone know how much they mean to me!


Life is good.
We are good.
Everything is good.
I am happy.

I bring this upon myself.

I'm going to be tired tomorrow.
Not even satisfied..... whatever.

____

I feel like there's never enough time in the day to everything I need to do...

I miss people.
Wah.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Monday, April 11, 2011

It's not fun when I get everything I want this easily....

I like to work for things.
I like being proven wrong.
I like when someone can beat me in an argument every once in awhile....
it's not a game when there's no competition.
"The influence of a vital person vitalizes, there's no doubt about it. The world without spirit is a wasteland. People have the notion of saving the world by shifting things around, changing the rules, and who's on top, and so forth. No, no! Any world is a valid world if it's alive. The thing to do is to bring life to it, and the only way to do that is to find in your own case where the life is and become alive yourself."

Sunday, April 10, 2011

I most likely fractured my nose this morning playing rugby. We won 80 - 7. I have to go in for xrays soon. -.- I'm just happy it's not misplaced, and I don't look like owen wilson.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

I'm going to prom with Martin Hernandez and you're not!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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:)
:)
:)
:)
:)
:)
I'm sorryology.
Forgivemeology.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

I wanna speak at an intimate decibel with the precision of an infinite decimal, to listen up and send back a true echo of something forever felt but never heard. I want that sharpened steel of truth in every word.

I live with children.

This must be bad considering that I'm the youngest one here....

One day without shoes

and I've found:

Shoes are one of the greatest things I've ever been able to call a privilege.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=i%20feel%20like%20shit
After having to do one of the most difficult things I've ever had to do before..... all I'm thinking is.......

I wish I were a bear so I could hibernate, and not have to deal with anything.
Someone be me for a few days, I need a break.
I can't handle this shit.
I feel like shit.
This is shit.
Shit.
Worst.
Fucking.
Feeling.
In.
The.
World.

Wrote this with a melody in mind (i felt a little spit rhyme influence(d) tonight)

Its nights like these, you see me at my worst.
Its nights like these, you see me at my best.
Its nights like these I can't break free. Creativity, kicks to me the left. Possibilities, keep me to the right.
I'm down on my knees, looking for the light.
Got it down and we, still never get it right.
Insecurities, are never what's right.
Wasted time and mainstream hype.
Give it to me fast, and I'll take it light.
Want another round?
I'm puttin up a fight.

Friday, April 1, 2011

So this is what it feels like to live a lie....

and I've never felt worse.
If I told you what I was feeling you wouldn't like the answer.
FRUSTRATION AT ITS FUCKING ROOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Greatest turn off of the year.