Friday, July 30, 2010

Life has been of no sleep, getting up early, lots of sleep, talking, food, showers, sleep, friends, sleep, movies, late night talking, phone conversations, not reading, asb, dancing, and naps.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Say goodbye

Goodnight Everyone.

The sun is coming up.
The tires are starting to roll.
My eyes leave a story untold.
My mouth opens, but no words are spoke.
I wonder if I'll ever be home.
Finding faces to keep,
I've got spaces to fill.
An empty place, I'm trying to rebuild.
No matter how hard I search,
No matter how far my imagination runs,
It's never enough.
No eye is spied.
Only time left to tell,
Ticking and ticking,
No story left to spill.
I'm a spoiler and a sneak peak,
when it's over, it's over.
You want me till you got me.
On to the next best thing.
I look for water in a drought.
I push it when it's already been pushed.
Abused and reused.
I'm already used to being confused.
Mistakes I'm making, keeps the knowledge I'm gaining
I fight myself to give it a rest.
The harder, and harder I try to stop
The faster, and faster I seem to go.
Searching for a theory never to be raised.
Searching for an answer never to be found.
At the end of the day, you close your eyes and pray.
I have found life isn't about the treasure,
It's about the hunt.
I'm ready to set sail.
I've changed my drift, and I've locked my hope away.
Never to be lost.
Never to be lost again.
The sun is coming up.

Baby hit me with an encore.

Summer taking it nice and slow, but I don't mind. I'm motivated. I'm excited for everything. The futures coming, and it's coming up fast. I'm ready. I have a good mentality right now. I don't plan on changing it anytime soon. Went to church today. Sweet.

Baby you know your body's calling, calling.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

I'm feeling everyone right now.

I want a hug.
I want a laugh.
I want a talk.
I want a walk.
I want a hug.

I was wondering if anyone would like to join me.

This is a party without the people.
This is a show without the songs.

I'm feeling mankind today. Hard.

Nice seeing people who I don't get to see often.
Inception was amazing. Nolan is amazing.
Favorite movie for now.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Drake's gonna "Shut It Down." He's "Unforgettable" and "Successful" for sure. "The Best I Ever Had." He "Lights Up" my iPod and stereo anyday of the week. I stay "Up All Night" listening to him. His music is like "Fireworks" in my skull. Everytime I listen, I sing along like its "Karaoke." If he stops singing, the music biz might as well be "Over." When I wasnt a great fan of hip hop. he "Showed Me A Good Time" and made me "Find My Love." I think I'll take some time to "Thank Him Now."-

Saturday, July 17, 2010


Just finished another chapter from a separate peace and notes. 2 down, 11 to go. I think I'm going to read the Bible, maybe take notes, and then decide if I want to do another chapter of peace. It's already almost 6, and I'm going to try to get up earlier than usual, but we'll see how that goes. Uh.. I set myself some goals for this summer. Sweet. They'll officially be in act this Sunday. I think I might go to Disney tomorrow.. I want to see the Alladin show :). I think I'm going to try to read at least every other day so I can get this assignment out of the way. Ugh. I mean, yay! Out of the way! I want to make cookie dough tomorrow as well. Hee. :)

Friday, July 16, 2010

Letter 10 - Someone you don't talk to as much anymore

Dear Hoa,
You are just as tight as you always were, we're just always busy sleeping to talk. It's ok though, I know once school starts everything will be back to normal! You're soooo funny! The thing I love about you is if we didn't talk for a month, I could come to you and it'd be the same. I respect you. You're a definite homie, haha. You're a cool kid.

-Michelle :)
Ps: PEW PEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Letter 9 - Someone you wish you could meet

Dear Clint Eastwood,
Thanks for never disappointing, and always stepping it up. You are one of my biggest role models. From your work ethic to your charm, I have admired you for a while now. I would be honored, and I would really love to meet you!

-Always yours, Michelle.

ps: Please adopt me!!
Letter 8 - Your favorite internet friend

Dear Chuy,
Hands down some of the best conversations in history with you. Can't wait to unfold the next one! You are literally the boy version of me. I'm glad I met you because you are one of the most amazing people --ever. I mean it! I can't wait for our many adventures together, and our check list to start getting ..checked. I like the way you think. You're my boy.

ps: You know what. :)
Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Lover/Crush

Dear Xcrush(es),
Whatsup how's it going?! Hope you're living well. Not much to say here except... ok moving on :)

Letter 6 - A stranger.

Dear Stranger,
I can't wait to meet you. When I do meet you though, do me a favor, remember to smile.

ps: Smell good.
Letter 5 - Your Dreams

Dear Dreams,
(I hope this means future goals)
No dream left behind. You will not defeat me. As I accomplish you one by one, maybe two by two, (because I'm pro like that), I'll be laughing at anyone who has ever doubted me. Not much to say except, I'll be getting the last laugh.. Even if I don't know what you are exactly, when I do find you, you're mine.

Letter 4- Your Sibling.

Dear Mary,

We both know we get into some good fights, and some worse fights, but we also both know we've had some good laughs, and some you laughing at me laughs. Either way, I love you, and we've been through a lot together. I'm excited to see how big our families are going to be, and in general how we end up. I know we'll be better then ok.

-Young Drizzy.
Letter 3- Your parents

Dear Mom&Dad ,
Thank you for everything you do, have done, or will do for me. Times have been rough, but either way I've learned a lot from you. I know you care for me, and I just can't wait till everything settles down. When I'm 40 and looking back at this I know everything will be as it should. Sorry for being a smart ass. Sorry for never listening. Sorry for forgetting who I'm talking to. Sorry for being to loud. Sorry for always waking up late. Sorry for always forgetting something. Sorry for always debating. Sorry for being lazy. I hope you both know I'll always love you, no matter what.

Letter 2 -
Dear Crush,
I'll rewrite this letter soon but for now I'm just keeping an open mind. We'll see where this goes. I do have a good feeling about this though. :)

To keep me here and to keep you guessing...

Letter 1, to your bestfriend.

+Dear Carolina,
You're amazing. You're the funniest person I know. You're the realest person I know. You're always there for me, and we always have each others backs. You understand what I'm saying when I'm not saying anything, or when I'm in my not making sense phase, or when I'm talking to cereal and you film it. When we end up napping together. How you always wake up 10 minutes before me. How we say we're "going to sleep" but ALWAYS end up talking for 3 hours. How you tell me about your fight stories and then we laugh with my dad about it. How we had that fail carolinaandmichelle show,(i'm down for episode 2). How we always find something to do, (even if its nothing). The stuff we come up with even amazes me.. I'm glad that I always have you to hug and pinch. I know we're going to be life long friends. I love you. (and moms worm carne) Other than that I'm just thankful I met you, and that I have you in my life.

-Love Meme.

ps: I love you.

I write like
Stephen King

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I write like
Chuck Palahniuk

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Thursday, July 15, 2010

Right Brain/ Left Brain Quiz
The higher of these two numbers below indicates which side of your brain has dominance in your life. Realising your right brain/left brain tendancy will help you interact with and to understand others.
Left Brain Dominance: 16(16)
Right Brain Dominance: 16(16)
Right Brain/ Left Brain Quiz

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Having Meaning

I now know why we talk. We talk in hopes that maybe one day we'll come across the ones, the few conversations, that you will never forget.

I am now happy I talk. I now know how lucky I am to have found one of these conversations.

I could get used to this.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

I'm hungry, and I want some olive garden tonight. Mhm.

Ode to Diana

and my 20 followers.

I have some awesome people that I'm happy I'm able to talk to everyday. Trying hard not to take them for granted.. I have some people I really want to see either A) because I never see them or B) because I haven't seen them in forever, or both. I have some things to do this summer, that I need to do. Yup. I need a hug.

Asb tomorrow morning. Myeh.

I love talking to new people. Its the best.

What it do?

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Julio's leaving

Just thought I'd give blogger a little kiss.
I'm not abandoning you.
Here's an update to hold you over:
I'm happy with what direction I'm heading.
I'm happy with the friends I have, and the choices I've made. The wrongs and the rights, because I learn more from the mistakes than the victories to date.
I've found that I've grown tired of certain people's lies but I'll I can say is, it's your life. Cheers.
I think I'm looking for acceptance from myself but finding that's not what I'm looking for at all..
Hope and heart aches and positivity. A weird combination. Welp, that's pretty much the story of my life. Just a bunch of stories, I'll never be able to tell, and shouldn't be allowed to retell.
Falling asleep way to late because that's the only time my heart comes up to say hi.

I love summer.
I love adventures with other people who love adventures.
I love being alive, but I'm always striving for that next thing to make me better.
Look, see, breathe, evaluate, breathe, act.
Goodnight all of the beautiful people reading this.

God Bless.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

I feel close to no one but God tonight.

Empty words and not enough water. I'm not tired and its 3 in the morning. Won't be waking up till onepm. Hope to do something different tomorrow. Read the first chapter to a book with to many chapters. Drown on, drown on. Took notes because I forced my hand to write what my head already knows. Hope something different happens tomorrow. Is the fourth of July really two days away because last time I checked I was waking up at 7 every morning? I want my Ryan Gosling for the summer. Where'd it be? I hope something different happens tomorrow. A good different.

p.s. You made the right choice in calling back. Progress my friend, progress.. :)