Thursday, April 29, 2010

your side of the bed

Practice was brutal, I didn't even give it 100%, and it was still bruts.

Possibly, no, most likely the last practice of the season. Will update later. We'll see if it's going to end on a good note, or a bad one. I want to go to Disneyland ..just saying. I still need to get my pins from Rocky, but I think he lost them. Once I get them I need to put thumper on! I have been studying so much lately, so annoying.. and I have like another few weeks of looking forward to hours and hours of studying so ...yay! Hah - hah. This goes out to all my lovers tonight, and if you're listening to my groove, and your babys right next to you, tell him you're all I need, and I'll never let go.

I run over give her a kiss on the cheek. "Hi, how are you?" She asked me what my name was, and I said Michelle. She smiled at me and I noticed she had blue eyes. I know they just came from a funeral. She said that's nice, and then explained to me about how she remembered me from when I was a baby. I smiled at her for the last time, and she smiled at me for the last time. Then I went and kissed my grandma, and she told me my hands were cold. "Your hands are cold!" "You know she always has cold hands!!" And they went on with their grandma chat.
Just met one of my grandmother's millions of friends. She was nice. :')
Just finished studying for the algebra final or whatever you want to call it. Pretty confident. I'm stuffing information, and trying to use a side of my brain that I don't have. Fun. Um... my cut off was 12:30 so I'm actually pretty surprised I finished early. I'm not even thinking of any other homework right now. Thinking of if I want to go straight to a university or not. I think I do. I won't settle for my life to be anything but challenging. I wish I could change my mind. But I don't have a choice. Success and the ability and the fucking want runs through my veins to create something tangible. And maybe success isn't what you call tangible, but I can feel it and it's close enough to touch. I know I've created things in my life that I just have to let myself discover. Am I weird for knowing life is all a big test. I sure won't stand for not passing it. And I'm not talking about being wealthy, or getting my 15 minutes of fame, or cheating my way to what I want. I want the real thing. With the people and the things that go in and out of my life, and with the help of Jesus by my side. Maybe I'll live up to my potential. Maybe I'll live up to what I'm supposed to do. And maybe I'll unfold the answers to these questions.. No, I will unfold the answers to these questions.

Night, I'm going to go think about all of this.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

I was going to do hw, but I got a phone call... what else is new? hahaha

stwike twee

You are an ENFP (Extravert, Intuitive, Feeler, Perceiver)

ENFPs represent between 6 and 8% of the U.S. population

Curious, energetic, adaptable, and creative, ENFPs like considering unconventional approaches. They enjoy batting around ideas and finding creative solutions and are energized and intrigued by new possibilities and anything out of the ordinary. ENFPs tend to be talkative, enthusiastic, playful, and generally fun-loving people. Warm and caring, ENFPs have strong personal values upon which they base most decisions. Conversations with ENFPs can be very circular as they excitedly move from one topic to the next, making connections and associations.

Unconventional and occasionally irreverent, they pride themselves on their uniqueness and originality. Optimistic, and spontaneous, ENFPs have a strong sense of the possible. For them, life is an exciting drama. Because they are so interested in possibilities, ENFPs see significance in all things and prefer to keep lots of options open.

Sound like me?

Job fields they suggested:
-Creative (Writer/Artistic Production )
-Entrepreneurial / Business (Business Consultant/ Entrepreneur)
-Educational / Counseling (Educator )
-Health Care / Social Service ( Health Care Professional)
-Psychologist / Counselor (Educator / Social Worker)
-Marketing / Strategic Planner (Marketing Professional / Public Relations and Copy Writing)



A creative job is most likely to be your dream career, so you probably shouldn't bother with formulas and bar graphs. You usually like the challenge of creative something out of nothing. It's a skill not everyone has. Maybe you'll design the world's fastest production car. Maybe you'll be a staff writer for a stereo manufacturer or create the first full-body airbag. Either way, your creativity will be the key. Making things, big ideas, new ways to do stuff, it's what you are best at. We'd tell you exactly what you should do, but something tells us you've invented some pretty good ideas already.

That's more like it..

i just wanna be - i just wanna be successful

Your Results: The Strong Leader
You work best in a team-oriented environment. Sales and marketing, business operations and management, and the financial services sector are great areas for you to enhance your career profile. You enjoy working as part of a team, and might even rely on the intricate communication necessary for a team to support itself. You would do well as a corporate analyst or life coach because you enjoy the support system that occurs within a team. You also have strong creativity skills, which enhances your ability to use your intuition and brainstorm ideas. Your leadership skills and affinity for detail make you great for any business, especially related to computer sciences, business technology, and mathematics.

Minus the mathematics part, not bad, not to far from the truth . :) You need to have creativity and good leadership skills to be a director of film. I guess I'm not to far off course .
Tomorrow is Wednesday. The weekend needs to hurry up. Other than that I just got a phone call, so sup now

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Mtv almost killed it for me

but Trey Songz is amazing. I want his album. Anyone want to burn me a copy?

Monday, April 26, 2010

starting hw now, oh this is going to be fun..

Put your lips into my kiss

Every good thing must come to an end. True, but it'll always have to start again..

Today was fun. 'Shoot' was successful. Overall awesome day.. I love my friends. They're the best human beings ever! Thanks for being amazing..

I might join color-guard. Still thinking about it. Any thoughts?

Treasure hunting tomorrow hopefully :). Have to pass hags around...
"Am I allowed to come to your playoffs game?"
"If you want to see us lose."

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Put your lips into my kiss

Won our rugby game, going to playoffs. I think it was our team prayer that put us ahead..

Going to Carolina's soon. Will bring my homework, probably won't get anything done.. Haha. I want a golden burger smoothie. Mmm. Got to go finish getting ready, and ask for a ride.. haha. >:)
Oh for anyone who's interested:
"OMGFACTS:The least common birthday in the USA is May 22. (Not including February 29th)#omgfacts"

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Dont judge

because we suck so bad in this video, we suck outside of the video too, this was after about 40 minutes of "practicing" and ..its embarassing but whatever ;)

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Did I mention paparazzi is stuck in my head ?

Love us

Field trip went well. Easy. Kazoo practice was funny, we suck, but it was our first 'practice' so whatever. It's all good. :) video up later, it's us after practicing for an hour. haha
I say a good 10 people would be nice for the performance. It'd actually be way sweet!


I loved my conversation with Diana tonight, it was epic. :P


Carolina where have you been?

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

To be happy or not to be happy ?

Today was once again fast, and my favorite part was : my nap. Perusual. =) Haha, I was so happy that I got to take a long nap because rugby practice was canceled due to the rain. A little mischievous, maybe, it depends on the reader... but enjoyable that's forsure! Due to lots of naps, I've been able to remember a lot of my dreams.. It's kind of creepy who I dream about, I mean if I were the person and knew I was being dreamed about by me, I'd be a little creeped.

You guys we really do take life for granted.. I'm a happy person! Who needs to be more thankful for what I'm given/blessed with. Maybe it's because I didn't have to complete any homework tonight that I came across such a good mood, but a good mood and break through nonetheless! I know we have a super shady government run by 12 people who do some super shady stuff, stress the super. But, the way I see it is I can't do anything about it, at least right now at the age I am, except spread the word. So, I'm going to enjoy life and freedom while I still have it. If the end is to come soon, I don't want to die at the wrong time regretting this or that or telling myself I should have repented instead of doing (fill in the blank) , especially the third one. My ultimate goal, is self improvement. Knowing I can only go up from here. Is scary, but an advantage if you work it the right way. I intend to work it the right way, and use all my opportunities to see the world, see outside the net, exceed expectations, live selflessly, and be happy to be breathing. Knowing I have a fair shot at a happy eternal lifetime with Jesus is comforting. Yes, it is MUCH easier said then done, but you know what with the tools God gave me, I am determined. I will not have what could have been define me, but what will be. I know everyone says plan for the future, but who knows how far we'll all make it. For now, I'm going to focus on my goals and live life through God. I have a lot to work on, to say the least.. I'd like your prayers and your support and your reminders. I love you all.
Corinthians 13

1If I speak in the tongues[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,[b] but have not love, I gain nothing.

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Monday, April 19, 2010

All I can say is

Today was short. Finished up homework. Caught up on everything. I need new clothes. Next holiday coming up.. is summer! Grades in this Friday which means Wes. I turned in my papers and I checked badminton and track. Might join tennis so Diana and I can dominate. I told myself I would be in bed at 11:30 to try to keep up my record of going to sleep early.

My formspring isn't working. Gay

Got caught up talking to Sam about dermal anchors and right before I was going to sign off Rocky caught me with TH I had to log it before the mudblood steals it..

signing off... MichelleorDie

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Sometimes you want nothing but silence

Normally I'd blog about treasure hunting and how awesome it was, and the game and how awesome it wasn't. Then I'd talk about treasure hunting some more. Then more after that. I'd pull out some little something from my thoughts and share it with you as accurately as possible. But I don't feel like doing that right now. All I want to say is cherish everything you have while you still have it ; don't let your limitations define you because no matter how hard you try to avoid it you'll always be stuck having to answer to yourself. There's only so much in a days happiness and in a busy schedule and in unfinished assignments you can possibly keep yourself doing. Because at the end of the day no matter how hard you fight it, you'll always have to answer to yourself. Where you find out how 1 plus 2 ended up being 5, and how a went to z in a matter of 30 seconds. Sure you're always thinking, but that's not the thinking I'm talking about. I mean really thinking. The thinking where its so deep if any noise or interruption were to find you it would spoil your thoughts, so deep you can just stare for hours at something while you're figuring out everything that went wrong for the day or everything that went right. Because when it comes down to it you're dream is always going to come to an end, your tears will stop flowing, your phone will stop ringing, you'll reach your last chapter, facebook status's won't be funny, you'll be forced to open your eyes - and to close them, and at that moment you'll have no choice but to answer to yourself. The scariest mistakes are not those of your family, of your friends, of your government, of your cat. The scariest decisions are not those of your family, of your friends, of your government, of your cat. No clown, no scary movie, no nap, no bee, is going to keep you from yourself. The scariest thing is yourself. We are scared of self destruction. Our biggest enemy is ourselves, and we hate it because there's no where to run. You can't get around yourself. Because no matter what you do, no matter how hard you fight it, you'll always be stuck answering to your thoughts. You are your biggest enemy.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Time to wake up

as if it isn't to late..

How gullible we all are. Pathetic.
I don't think I have ever been this convinced about the NWO..

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Sometimes Mr. Mackey spoke the truth

Finally got some things out of the way, and can blog. :) Sorry for the lack of blogging recently by the way..

Summer is reaching near. Yes. I got a perfect score on my essay. Sweet. I would go get my essay to share the comments she wrote. Eh, up later.. I didn't forget my lines tonight, :) . I was thinking about this a few nights ago, how I hate the feeling when you want to go to sleep more than anything (and you're actually falling asleep unintentionally), but you can't because you have something to do or something important to finish. That needs to be a facebook page so I can become a fan.

Sleep experts recommend that you talk to your doctor if you have any of these signs of sleep disorders: (these are the ones I have)
-Frequent sleepiness during the day, frequent naps, or falling asleep unintentionally or at inappropriate times during the day
-Loud gasping, snorting, choking sounds or stopping breathing for short periods during sleep
-Vivid, dream-like experiences while falling asleep or dozing
-Creeping, tingling or crawling feelings in your legs or arms, especially as you're falling asleep
-irresistible urges to move the legs while a person is lying down

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Why does everyone answer no on do you think michelle is a vigin for the friends q & a ap??? I'm a virgin idiots

Friday, April 9, 2010

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Bye love you all.

Friday, April 2, 2010