Thursday, May 28, 2009

Seriously, This is getting old.

Can you go one night with out having a scene?
With out crying? With out screaming? With out violence? With out whining?
This goes for the both of you.
shut. up.




This is getting ridiculous.
She's right about one thing, you're not a baby.


Please get over this phase already, PLEASE.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Hi,

I'm cousin It.


Now that that's out of my system..
My weekend.

Friday: Disneyland was phat. I got a new baby Mickey pin. Woo!

Saturday: Long beachin` with Rock was off the hook. Taco surf, was good the first time. I'm not a slob! Well, yeah, I am.. Mortal combat with Julio, whooped my ass. Laughing at Joey laughing, laughing at me turn into a dragon and stealing Rocky's "power ups". Amusing.

Sunday: Church was so nice! The girl that sat next to me reminded me so much of Asian Anna, she didn't like me. Baseball actually wasn't boring, I'm glad I went. Well, I had to go, little did I know it was the decoy. I'm so coy. Taco surf wasn't good the second time around. I almost lost it. Coming home to a surprise party was so great. Shout out to everyone that made it happen or helped, and to everyone that came. haha ;). I love you guys, seriously, thank you.

Click on pictures if cut off.



Always in someone's car.

Story of my life.


Note his nasty ass eyeliner, that's what you get for slapping me in face with a stick because I beat you up.


They were so good.




someone was sucking my dick*cough*^^

I guess I'm cute

if you like

elves. ;)



I couldn't have asked for more.

best. sunday. ever.

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-Walking into 24 hour fitness without being stopped or asked if I had a membership was funny, do you know you have to be 18 to even get a membership? Well I didn't..
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P.S. Ever since I found my confidence, became less sensitive, and less shy I've enjoyed life 10x more. But, what I noticed was that I didn't start becoming less shy, less sensitive, or even confident in myself until I really started praying, going to church, and even reading the bible. Things have gotten so much better, so fast.


Jesus loves me, and Jesus loves you too.

Just because you go to school doesn't mean you graduate. Just because you apply doesn't mean you get the job. Just because you believe in God, doesn't mean you're going to heaven.








I know I'm not a saint, but if you're having problems maybe you should look into strengthening your faith, it works..


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Funny thing, I found a bible verse last night and I got what I said earlier wrong, just because you believe in God doesn't mean you're going to heaven, that's right. But see, the wrong part is it's more like just because you're fed the bate doesn't mean you'll take it. Just because you're offered the gift doesn't mean you'll accept it. If you really think about it, God really gives us numerous chances, elbows to the side to turn your life to him. Sure you only live once, but is living once worth missing out on a life time of paradise. You see, it's our choice, it's up to you. I think I was meant to read that parable; I've learned something.


(Bible verse up later)

Surprise Party

was the shit.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Happy Birthday. Me;

"The blows that hurt us the most come from our own fists. Self-doubt and self-hatred — these are our biggest opponents in life.

Loving ourselves is not egotistical. On the contrary, not recognizing our beauty and gifts is a denial of the Creator's Light.

Today, feel how special you are."















From one blog, to another.
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Today was awesome,

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Redemption

[20:41] Michelle x Dear: what did you do today?
[20:41] Michelle x Dear: me too!
[20:41] Samantha4795: Hehehe
[20:41] Samantha4795: I went to barnes and noble and bought a book and a movie how about you?
[20:42] Michelle x Dear: oh coool!
[20:42] Michelle x Dear: school/ i had surf / and my son
[20:42] Michelle x Dear: g
[20:43] Samantha4795: surf!
[20:43] Michelle x Dear: forsure
[20:43] Michelle x Dear: heheh
[20:43] Samantha4795: how'd that go?
[20:43] Michelle x Dear: i'm still on the boogie board
[20:43] Michelle x Dear: hahahah
[20:43] Samantha4795: hahahahah
[20:44] Samantha4795: that's okay
[20:44] Samantha4795:
[20:44] Samantha4795: how are your swimming skill getting?
[20:44] Michelle x Dear: pretty good i guess
[20:44] Michelle x Dear: I'm okay
[20:44] Michelle x Dear: hehehe
[20:44] Michelle x Dear: I almost drown today
[20:44] Samantha4795: hehe
[20:44] Samantha4795: tighttt
[20:45] Samantha4795: NOOO
[20:45] Samantha4795: I don't want you to drown
[20:45] Michelle x Dear: there wasnt that many waves right? / yeah it was tight haha
[20:45] Michelle x Dear: and
[20:45] Samantha4795: heheheh
[20:45] Michelle x Dear: then one
[20:45] Michelle x Dear: big random wave came
[20:45] Michelle x Dear: and i wasn't ready
[20:45] Samantha4795: ooooo
[20:45] Michelle x Dear: but i jump on it, it goes over my head, and i'm holding on to my boogie board
[20:46] Michelle x Dear: as the wave
[20:46] Michelle x Dear: is coming over my head
[20:46] Michelle x Dear: I didn't have a good grip
[20:46] Samantha4795: Ooo that sucks boo
[20:46] Michelle x Dear: and the boogie board flips upside down
[20:46] Michelle x Dear: and my wrist snaps along with it
[20:47] Michelle x Dear: at this point im pinned
[20:47] Michelle x Dear: underneath my boogie board
[20:47] Michelle x Dear: while i'm getting pulled in by the current
[20:47] Michelle x Dear: of another wave forming
[20:47] Michelle x Dear: after what felt like forever
[20:48] Michelle x Dear: I manage to flip over
[20:48] Michelle x Dear: and i recover
[20:48] Michelle x Dear: =D
[20:48] Michelle x Dear: soooooooooo tight,
[20:48] Samantha4795: Ooo that's good do not want you to drown
[20:48] Samantha4795: =D
[20:48] Michelle x Dear: not being sarcastic it was a cool experience
[20:48] Michelle x Dear: I knew I wasn't going to drown though,
[20:49] Samantha4795: Yee I went into surfers zone one time and got knocked over I know what you mean hehe
[20:49] Michelle x Dear: haha, what's pathetic about is
[20:49] Michelle x Dear: I WAS ON A BOOGIE BOARD
[20:49] Samantha4795: Hahahahaha
[20:49] Michelle x Dear: A FREAKING BOOGIE BOARD
[20:50] Samantha4795: HAHAHAHAHA
[20:50] Michelle x Dear: what is this the 70s
[20:50] Michelle x Dear: ..
[20:50] Michelle x Dear: i need to move on sam, i swear
[20:50] Samantha4795: Haha you are too funny boo
[20:50] Michelle x Dear: heheheh
[20:50] Samantha4795: =D
[20:50] Michelle x Dear:
[20:50] Samantha4795: Don't even worry I can't swim hehehe
[20:50] Michelle x Dear: pff
[20:50] Michelle x Dear: sure you do!
[20:51] Samantha4795: I look like a dying horse!
[20:51] Samantha4795: I waddle!
[20:52] Michelle x Dear: I.........
[20:52] Michelle x Dear: just pretend that i know how to do
[20:52] Michelle x Dear: all those cool strokes
[20:53] Samantha4795: heheheheeh
[20:53] Michelle x Dear: like beautiful butterfly or something
[20:53] Samantha4795: I look bad
[20:53] Michelle x Dear: wtfits
[20:53] Samantha4795: hahahahahah
[20:53] Michelle x Dear: if you don't know what that means
[20:53] Samantha4795: I do
[20:53] Samantha4795: hahah
[20:53] Michelle x Dear: it's: what the freak is that shit
[20:53] Michelle x Dear: hahah
[20:53] Michelle x Dear: but anyway,
[20:53] Michelle x Dear: it works
[20:53] Michelle x Dear: so
[20:54] Michelle x Dear: it counts
[20:54] Samantha4795: hahahaha
[20:54] Samantha4795: I float fairly well
[20:55] Michelle x Dear: me too!
[20:55] Samantha4795: Yayayayaya!
[20:55] Samantha4795:
[20:55] Michelle x Dear: i pretend to know the starbelly float too
[20:55] Michelle x Dear: it counts..
[20:55] Samantha4795: I try that one!
[20:55] Samantha4795: =D
[20:57] Michelle x Dear: you know it
[20:58] Samantha4795: hehehe
[20:58] Samantha4795: yeeee dawg
[20:59] Samantha4795: so what's new pikachu
[21:00] Michelle x Dear: just...............
[21:00] Michelle x Dear: i'm 5'5
[21:00] Samantha4795: YAYAYAYA
[21:00] Samantha4795: Im still 5'4
[21:01] Samantha4795: Im stucje here forever
[21:01] Samantha4795: *stuck
[21:01] Samantha4795: =(
[21:02] Michelle x Dear: wait a second!
[21:02] Michelle x Dear: you can't be 5'4 because i was alway taller than you
[21:03] Michelle x Dear: and i used to be 5'4 like last night
[21:03] Samantha4795: 5'3 1/2
[21:03] Samantha4795: or such
[21:03] Michelle x Dear: hashahhaha
[21:03] Samantha4795: heheh
[21:03] Samantha4795: my parents are short
[21:03] Samantha4795: heheh
[21:04] Michelle x Dear: so our mine
[21:05] Samantha4795: Not your dadz
[21:06] Michelle x Dear: yeah!
[21:06] Michelle x Dear: for a guy his size
[21:06] Michelle x Dear: he's on 5'1
[21:06] Michelle x Dear: 1
[21:06] Samantha4795: Mine is 5'3
[21:06] Samantha4795: And my mom is 4'9
[21:06] Michelle x Dear: O SHIIIIII
[21:07] Michelle x Dear: -
[21:07] Michelle x Dear: they are short
[21:07] Samantha4795: TOLD YOUUU!
[21:07] Samantha4795: Im surprisingly tall considering my parents heheh
[21:08] Michelle x Dear: like one inch...or half an inch
[21:08] Michelle x Dear: heeeehehe
[21:08] Michelle x Dear: kidding
[21:08] Samantha4795: hehe
[21:08] Samantha4795: I mean my momz
[21:08] Samantha4795: She's tiny!
[21:08] Samantha4795: =D
[21:09] Samantha4795: =( still wish I were tall though, but oh well hehe
[21:10] Michelle x Dear: I hope i grow more
[21:10] Samantha4795: wait you were 5'4 last night?
[21:10] Samantha4795: Hehe
[21:14] Michelle x Dear: haha no but like
[21:14] Michelle x Dear: when i woke up sunday
[21:14] Michelle x Dear: i was one inch taller
[21:14] Michelle x Dear: than saturday
[21:14] Samantha4795: You measured yourself?
[21:15] Samantha4795: Dude, the wonder of science hehe
[21:21] Michelle x Dear: hehe
[21:21] Michelle x Dear: carolina/i/mary noticed
[21:21] Samantha4795: hehehe
[21:22] Samantha4795: dude so cool
[21:22] Michelle x Dear: i know!
[21:22] Michelle x Dear: i want to be 5'8 or 5'9
[21:22] Samantha4795: Dude I wanted to be 5'9
[21:22] Samantha4795: that dream is out the window hun
[21:23] Samantha4795: I used to model,
[21:23] Samantha4795: bur I stopped cause last year I had to be 5'7
[21:23] Samantha4795: So boo hoo
[21:23] Samantha4795: Haha
[21:23] Michelle x Dear: gay!
[21:23] Samantha4795: I know!
[21:23] Samantha4795: =(
[21:24] Samantha4795: they still have petite and print modeling though
[21:24] Samantha4795: but they're gay
[21:24] Michelle x Dear: i want to model!
[21:24] Michelle x Dear: am i tall enough for the 13 age range?
[21:25] Samantha4795: you need like 2 inches
[21:25] Samantha4795: =(
[21:25] Michelle x Dear: GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
[21:25] Samantha4795: I KNOWWWW
[21:25] Michelle x Dear: wtfits
[21:25] Samantha4795: I feel so unattractive I feel like a midget
[21:25] Michelle x Dear: mpisg
[21:25] Samantha4795: Hehehehehe
[21:26] Michelle x Dear: woops
[21:26] Michelle x Dear: mpasg
[21:26] Michelle x Dear: modeling people are so gay
[21:26] Samantha4795: Hahaha
[21:26] Samantha4795: Yeah,
[21:26] Samantha4795: They're dumb too
[21:27] Michelle x Dear: i guess

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[20:57] JM A A A RIE: How was surfiessss?
[20:57] Michelle x Dear: freaking awesome dude
[20:58] JM A A A RIE: Man I wish I couldve went...for real
[20:58] JM A A A RIE: Are you good?
[20:58] JM A A A RIE: for a noob
[20:58] JM A A A RIE: I bet you are
[20:58] Michelle x Dear: yeah, i stood up for like 5 seconds today
[20:58] JM A A A RIE: !!!!
[20:58] JM A A A RIE: props
[20:58] Michelle x Dear: i know!!
[20:58] JM A A A RIE: hahahahah dude
[20:58] Michelle x Dear: were you any good?
[20:58] JM A A A RIE: seriously
[20:58] JM A A A RIE: in the summer
[20:58] JM A A A RIE: Well....I guess?
[20:59] JM A A A RIE: not really
[20:59] JM A A A RIE: i was kind of scared
[20:59] JM A A A RIE: i was alright
[20:59] Michelle x Dear: did you stand up?
[20:59] JM A A A RIE: yeah
[20:59] JM A A A RIE: maybe like
[20:59] JM A A A RIE: seven seconds
[20:59] Michelle x Dear: bahaha
[20:59] JM A A A RIE: i think my record was like 10
[20:59] Michelle x Dear: who taught you?
[21:00] JM A A A RIE: well
[21:00] JM A A A RIE: mr.s
[21:00] JM A A A RIE: kind of showed me ish
[21:00] JM A A A RIE: then brianne helped me
[21:00] JM A A A RIE: i think stephen might of too
[21:00] JM A A A RIE: Who taught you?
[21:00] Michelle x Dear: dude
[21:00] Michelle x Dear: i'm totally kidding
[21:01] JM A A A RIE: about?
[21:01] Michelle x Dear: i'm still just messing around with the boogie boards
[21:01] Michelle x Dear: HAHAHAHAHAH
[21:01] JM A A A RIE: omgosh!!!!!!!!!! dude
[21:01] JM A A A RIE: WHY!?
[21:01] Michelle x Dear: stood up... yeah right
[21:01] JM A A A RIE: my dad
[21:01] JM A A A RIE: last year
[21:01] Michelle x Dear: mr.shamman scares me
[21:01] JM A A A RIE: like thought he was going to be a professional boogie boarder
[21:02] JM A A A RIE: and he bought a really nice one
[21:02] JM A A A RIE: for like
[21:02] JM A A A RIE: 200$
[21:02] JM A A A RIE: its sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet
[21:02] Michelle x Dear: there is suck a thing!
[21:02] Michelle x Dear: such*
[21:02] JM A A A RIE: yeah dude
[21:03] JM A A A RIE: its flippin awesome
[21:03] Michelle x Dear: tight
[21:03] JM A A A RIE: are you scared, or is there just not enough boards?
[21:03] JM A A A RIE: both
[21:03] JM A A A RIE: right?
[21:03] Michelle x Dear: uh.. mr.schammon scares me / and no i'm not scared to learn how to surf
[21:04] JM A A A RIE: dude
[21:04] Michelle x Dear: i think i'm going to ask stucken
[21:04] JM A A A RIE: he is so
[21:04] JM A A A RIE: creepy
[21:04] Michelle x Dear: I KNOW
[21:04] JM A A A RIE: You should!
[21:04] JM A A A RIE: today
[21:04] JM A A A RIE: i finally got him
[21:04] JM A A A RIE: to let me retake my test
[21:04] JM A A A RIE: and i was like
[21:04] JM A A A RIE: dude
[21:04] JM A A A RIE: im failing your class because you wont let me take it
[21:04] JM A A A RIE: its not fair
[21:04] JM A A A RIE: and he was like
[21:04] JM A A A RIE: alright finee
[21:04] JM A A A RIE: little bitch
[21:05] JM A A A RIE: ha
[21:05] JM A A A RIE: i've notcied
[21:05] JM A A A RIE: noticed*
[21:05] JM A A A RIE: that i cuss in front of my dad now
[21:05] JM A A A RIE: kindaaaa
[21:05] JM A A A RIE: just not the Fbooooooooooombz
[21:06] JM A A A RIE: Oh dude
[21:06] JM A A A RIE: my grandpa's house got broken into today
[21:06] Michelle x Dear: that sucks
[21:06] JM A A A RIE: well
[21:06] JM A A A RIE: we came in
[21:06] JM A A A RIE: and my dad was like
[21:06] JM A A A RIE: why'd you take this out?
[21:06] JM A A A RIE: to my grandpa
[21:06] JM A A A RIE: it was this envolope of coins that was under his bed
[21:06] JM A A A RIE: and my grandpa was like...i didnt
[21:07] JM A A A RIE: and all this stuff was open and stuff
[21:07] JM A A A RIE: but there was like
[21:07] JM A A A RIE: a look out
[21:07] JM A A A RIE: outside of the house
[21:07] JM A A A RIE: and when my dad was going to my grandpa's house
[21:07] JM A A A RIE: there was this guy out in his car
[21:07] JM A A A RIE: and supposedly my dad "dogged" him
[21:07] JM A A A RIE: and he drove away
[21:07] JM A A A RIE: his laptop was unconnected
[21:07] JM A A A RIE: like 3 seconds away from taking it
[21:08] JM A A A RIE: I guess they where just scoping out the goods
[21:08] JM A A A RIE: so someone was inside
[21:08] JM A A A RIE: and someone was outside
[21:08] JM A A A RIE: on the lookout
[21:08] JM A A A RIE: poor gramps
[21:08] Michelle x Dear: creepy
[21:09] Michelle x Dear: i hate robberies so much
[21:09] Michelle x Dear: why do they always happen to your street
[21:09] Michelle x Dear: sucks
[21:09] JM A A A RIE: I know!
[21:09] JM A A A RIE: jeeeeeez
[21:09] JM A A A RIE: scary
[21:09] JM A A A RIE: my dad was like
[21:09] JM A A A RIE: when rocky gets his badge
[21:10] JM A A A RIE: he can bust criminals
[21:10] JM A A A RIE: well
[21:10] JM A A A RIE: he said
[21:10] JM A A A RIE: "janky's"
[21:10] Michelle x Dear: o hey bitch you know how you said i was done growing?
[21:10] Michelle x Dear: i grew an inch
[21:10] Michelle x Dear: IN YOUR FACE
[21:10] Michelle x Dear: and i'm not done yet
[21:10] Michelle x Dear: ...
[21:10] JM A A A RIE: never said that!
[21:10] Michelle x Dear: YES YOU DID
[21:10] JM A A A RIE: no dudeeeeeee
[21:10] Michelle x Dear: I KNOW FOR A FACT
[21:11] JM A A A RIE: im not done either
[21:11] Michelle x Dear: i was walking into the little lunch door
[21:11] Michelle x Dear: and
[21:11] Michelle x Dear: you were wearing a white shirt
[21:11] Michelle x Dear: i think carolina's old one
[21:11] Michelle x Dear: and you didn't say i was done growing but like
[21:11] Michelle x Dear: you said
[21:11] Michelle x Dear: i wasn't going to grow taller
[21:12] Michelle x Dear: something about height
[21:12] JM A A A RIE: i probably said
[21:12] JM A A A RIE: taller than me
[21:12] JM A A A RIE: but i dont remember
[21:12] JM A A A RIE: whatever
[21:12] JM A A A RIE: you'll probably be like
[21:12] JM A A A RIE: 5'8
[21:12] Michelle x Dear: i hope so!!!!
[21:12] JM A A A RIE: are you 5'5 now?
[21:12] Michelle x Dear: yes
[21:12] JM A A A RIE: or 5'6?
[21:12] JM A A A RIE: oh
[21:12] Michelle x Dear: well
[21:12] Michelle x Dear: i don't know
[21:12] JM A A A RIE: yeah im like
[21:12] Michelle x Dear: yeah 5'5
[21:12] Michelle x Dear: i think
[21:12] JM A A A RIE: half of an inch away from 5'8
[21:13] Michelle x Dear: BULL
[21:13] JM A A A RIE: im about as tall as my dad
[21:13] Michelle x Dear: i want to be 5'9
[21:13] JM A A A RIE: he's 5'7 and 3/4
[21:13] Michelle x Dear: then
[21:13] JM A A A RIE: hahahahaha
[21:13] Michelle x Dear: HAHAH
[21:13] Michelle x Dear: do you ever get pains in your knees cause i do?
[21:13] JM A A A RIE: yeah
[21:14] JM A A A RIE: i get them really bad sometimes
[21:14] JM A A A RIE: in the back of my legs
[21:14] JM A A A RIE: I'm taller than patti now! haha
[21:14] Michelle x Dear: haha i will grow!
[21:14] JM A A A RIE: We'll probably be the same
[21:14] Michelle x Dear: we better
[21:15] Michelle x Dear: i just won
[21:15] Michelle x Dear: 't
[21:15] Michelle x Dear: have the Gardiner butt/
[21:15] Michelle x Dear: boobs
[21:15] JM A A A RIE: hahahahaahaaaaa
[21:15] Michelle x Dear: proby
[21:15] JM A A A RIE: time will tell
[21:15] JM A A A RIE: Omgosh dude
[21:15] JM A A A RIE: Andrew today
[21:15] JM A A A RIE: So funny
[21:15] Michelle x Dear: that's right.. time will tell
[21:16] JM A A A RIE: ha you know how you guys had that leadership thing?
[21:16] Michelle x Dear: YES OMGOSH
[21:16] JM A A A RIE: ok well
[21:16] Michelle x Dear: FREAKING LEADERSHIP
[21:16] Michelle x Dear: NO WAIT
[21:16] JM A A A RIE: ha go
[21:16] Michelle x Dear: NO ONE TOLD MAXY OR PAL
[21:16] JM A A A RIE: whuuuuuuuuuuuuuut
[21:16] JM A A A RIE: gay
[21:16] Michelle x Dear: THAT WE WERE SUPPOSED TO WEAR THOSE SHIRTS
[21:16] JM A A A RIE: OH
[21:16] JM A A A RIE: hahaha
[21:17] Michelle x Dear: NO SURPRISE OR EVEN ABOUT IT
[21:17] Michelle x Dear: WE HAD NO IDEA
[21:17] Michelle x Dear: WE FOUND OUT ON THE ANNOUNCEMENT S
[21:17] Michelle x Dear: AND SOMEHOW
[21:17] Michelle x Dear: LEADERSHIP KNOWS
[21:17] Michelle x Dear: AND WE LOOK LIKE IDIOTS
[21:17] JM A A A RIE: That's stupid
[21:17] JM A A A RIE: wtf
[21:17] Michelle x Dear: AND LIKE WERE NO PREPARED
[21:17] Michelle x Dear: ON PURPOSE OR WHAT...
[21:17] Michelle x Dear: I HATE THAT SHADY SHIT
[21:17] JM A A A RIE: probably....
[21:18] Michelle x Dear: grr
[21:18] JM A A A RIE: hahaha
[21:18] Michelle x Dear: pal will get
[21:18] JM A A A RIE: karma
[21:18] Michelle x Dear: there redemption
[21:18] Michelle x Dear: when i'm in offive
[21:18] Michelle x Dear: office*
[21:18] JM A A A RIE: hahahaha
[21:18] JM A A A RIE: you better be
[21:18] Michelle x Dear: oh, i know i will be
[21:18] JM A A A RIE: you should get a whip
[21:18] JM A A A RIE: and like a megaphone
[21:18] JM A A A RIE: and a shirt that says
[21:19] Michelle x Dear: jennifer phan will regret running
[21:19] JM A A A RIE: Watch out! Hot shit
[21:19] JM A A A RIE: yeah dude
[21:19] Michelle x Dear: i almost got my job handed to me
[21:19] JM A A A RIE: she'll be peeing in her pants
[21:19] Michelle x Dear: because somehow everyone heard
[21:19] Michelle x Dear: i was running
[21:19] Michelle x Dear: and moved down to vice
[21:19] JM A A A RIE: seriously
[21:19] JM A A A RIE: you dont even have to worry
[21:19] Michelle x Dear: or some shit
[21:19] JM A A A RIE: its already in your pocket
[21:19] Michelle x Dear: even pendergrass
[21:19] Michelle x Dear: and i was like gay..
[21:20] JM A A A RIE: your intimidating
[21:20] JM A A A RIE: ....
[21:20] Michelle x Dear: i guess...
[21:20] JM A A A RIE: PUSSY SHIT DUDE
[21:20] Michelle x Dear: now at least
[21:20] JM A A A RIE: haahahahahaha heo yeah
[21:20] Michelle x Dear: she wants to be my "running partner" or something
[21:20] JM A A A RIE: you told me
[21:20] JM A A A RIE: like wtf.......
[21:20] JM A A A RIE: stupihh
[21:21] Michelle x Dear: w/e a lot of people know her
[21:21] Michelle x Dear: i think
[21:21] JM A A A RIE: DUDE
[21:21] Michelle x Dear: yeah..
[21:21] JM A A A RIE: but do a lot of people like her?
[21:21] JM A A A RIE: man I'll represent you dude
[21:21] JM A A A RIE: we'll make posters and shirts and shit
[21:21] JM A A A RIE: FLYERS
[21:21] Michelle x Dear: WRISTBANDS
[21:21] Michelle x Dear: probably not
[21:21] JM A A A RIE: i have like 300 of those fucking back bay flyers
[21:21] Michelle x Dear: but
[21:21] Michelle x Dear: gay shit....
[21:22] JM A A A RIE: oh well
[21:22] JM A A A RIE: anyways
[21:22] JM A A A RIE: about Andrew...hahaha
[21:23] Michelle x Dear: anyway*
[21:23] JM A A A RIE: I went up to him afterskoos
[21:23] Michelle x Dear: keke
[21:23] JM A A A RIE: Man shuttttttttttttttt
[21:23] JM A A A RIE: hahaha
[21:23] JM A A A RIE: well anywaY
[21:23] JM A A A RIE: i went up to him
[21:23] JM A A A RIE: and i touched his back
[21:23] JM A A A RIE: and i was like
[21:23] JM A A A RIE: "How was it?"
[21:23] JM A A A RIE: referring to his pal shirt
[21:23] JM A A A RIE: and meaning
[21:23] JM A A A RIE: "how was the thing you guys did today at school?"
[21:24] JM A A A RIE: and he was like
[21:24] JM A A A RIE: "WHAT?" and he looked at me weird
[21:24] JM A A A RIE: and i did the same thing
[21:24] JM A A A RIE: and he was like
[21:24] JM A A A RIE: "Idk, I guess it feels good..."
[21:24] JM A A A RIE: thinking that I mean
[21:24] JM A A A RIE: t
[21:24] JM A A A RIE: "How was it?" about when I touched his back
[21:26] JM A A A RIE: I guess you had to be there..
[21:26] JM A A A RIE: =(
[21:26] Michelle x Dear: oh....
[21:26] Michelle x Dear: kidding
[21:26] Michelle x Dear: it was funny
[21:26] Michelle x Dear: i just didn't feel like typing hahahahahaghfjhgahfba
[21:27] JM A A A RIE: ha ok well
[21:27] JM A A A RIE: umhmm
[21:27] JM A A A RIE: moving on
[21:27] JM A A A RIE: hahaha
[21:27] JM A A A RIE: i started my sfproject today
[21:27] JM A A A RIE: and im almost half done
[21:27] Michelle x Dear: do you need my long eyelashes for anything?
[21:27] JM A A A RIE: no sorry love
[21:27] JM A A A RIE: i lit stuff on fire
[21:28] Michelle x Dear:
[21:28] Michelle x Dear: pfff
[21:28] Michelle x Dear: whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
[21:28] JM A A A RIE: hahahah
[21:29] JM A A A RIE: i guess jaime came today
[21:29] JM A A A RIE: and like
[21:29] JM A A A RIE: i avoided him
[21:29] JM A A A RIE: so woot
[21:29] Michelle x Dear: wow you're a tease
[21:29] JM A A A RIE: i know dude...
[21:29] JM A A A RIE: its just like
[21:29] Michelle x Dear: you know?
[21:29] JM A A A RIE: well
[21:29] JM A A A RIE: with him
[21:29] JM A A A RIE: WITH HIM
[21:29] Michelle x Dear: oh
[21:29] JM A A A RIE: just him....
[21:29] JM A A A RIE: right?
[21:30] Michelle x Dear: no comment
[21:30] JM A A A RIE: awwwwwwww come on
[21:30] Michelle x Dear: hahahahaha
[21:30] Michelle x Dear: no.......comment
[21:30] JM A A A RIE: oh ok
[21:30] Michelle x Dear: baha
[21:30] JM A A A RIE: i dont mean to
[21:30] JM A A A RIE: its just
[21:30] JM A A A RIE: idk
[21:30] JM A A A RIE: you are too!!!!!!!!!!
[21:30] Michelle x Dear: pffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
[21:30] Michelle x Dear: x659856434
[21:30] JM A A A RIE: hahahahhahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
[21:30] JM A A A RIE: you hur me
[21:31] JM A A A RIE: man you fucking suck
[21:31] JM A A A RIE: i have to get you like
[21:31] JM A A A RIE: a whole new
[21:31] JM A A A RIE: something
[21:31] Michelle x Dear: shutup jamie wanna be
[21:31] JM A A A RIE: jamie?
[21:31] Michelle x Dear: jamie
[21:31] Michelle x Dear: hahha
[21:31] JM A A A RIE: who's jamie
[21:31] JM A A A RIE: oh
[21:31] JM A A A RIE: you mean
[21:31] JM A A A RIE: oh
[21:31] Michelle x Dear: jaime
[21:31] JM A A A RIE: hahahah
[21:31] JM A A A RIE: shit he's online
[21:31] Michelle x Dear: himen
[21:32] JM A A A RIE: hes just kind of creepy
[21:32] Michelle x Dear: i blocked his ass along time ago
[21:32] Michelle x Dear: i saw him at the carnival
[21:32] JM A A A RIE: he told me
[21:32] Michelle x Dear: and i thought carolina and jaime would be good together
[21:32] Michelle x Dear: but she's older
[21:32] JM A A A RIE: HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAH
[21:32] JM A A A RIE: you bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[21:32] Michelle x Dear: no problem
[21:32] JM A A A RIE: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
[21:32] Michelle x Dear: with that
[21:33] Michelle x Dear: but
[21:33] JM A A A RIE: dude so funny
[21:33] Michelle x Dear: carolina doesn't like wanna be whites like himen
[21:33] Michelle x Dear: HHAHAH
[21:33] Michelle x Dear: i just made that up
[21:33] Michelle x Dear: i have no idea
[21:33] JM A A A RIE: hahaha dude
[21:33] JM A A A RIE: yeah like
[21:33] JM A A A RIE: real thugs
[21:33] JM A A A RIE: like
[21:34] JM A A A RIE: not steven
[21:34] Michelle x Dear: "real" thugs
[21:34] JM A A A RIE: CHOLLISTER!!!!!!!!!!!
[21:34] Michelle x Dear: gay..
[21:34] Michelle x Dear: gahaha
[21:34] JM A A A RIE: man especially
[21:34] JM A A A RIE: when mary
[21:34] JM A A A RIE: had to button up his shirt
[21:34] Michelle x Dear: oh nono
[21:34] JM A A A RIE: oh dude
[21:34] JM A A A RIE: KELSEA
[21:34] JM A A A RIE: so funnny
[21:35] JM A A A RIE: remember
[21:35] Michelle x Dear: no
[21:35] JM A A A RIE: when steven asked carolina
[21:35] JM A A A RIE: if she wanted to sleep with him
[21:35] JM A A A RIE: and then kelsea was making fun of him....
[21:36] Michelle x Dear: *cricket noise
[21:36] JM A A A RIE: hahaha
[21:36] JM A A A RIE: it was probably mary then
[21:37] Michelle x Dear: probably not
[21:37] Michelle x Dear: zing!
[21:37] JM A A A RIE: zooooowwwwww
[21:37] Michelle x Dear: ....
[21:37] Michelle x Dear: you are a jaime wanna be!
[21:37] JM A A A RIE: not even
[21:38] JM A A A RIE: take it back
[21:38] JM A A A RIE: take it back!!!!!!
[21:38] Michelle x Dear: not taking it back..
[21:38] JM A A A RIE: you break my heart
[21:38] JM A A A RIE: a lot
[21:39] Michelle x Dear: get used to it
[21:39] Michelle x Dear: kidding
[21:39] Michelle x Dear: hahahjahahhhhh
[21:39] Michelle x Dear: you're so easy to break
[21:39] Michelle x Dear: now that you're broken
[21:40] JM A A A RIE: bitch......
[21:40] Michelle x Dear: w/e jisg
[21:40] Michelle x Dear: j.i.s.g.
[21:41] JM A A A RIE: so gay?
[21:41] Michelle x Dear: jessica
[21:41] Michelle x Dear: is
[21:41] Michelle x Dear: so
[21:41] Michelle x Dear: gay
[21:41] JM A A A RIE: I KNOW POOPER
[21:41] Michelle x Dear: did you just say i know pooper
[21:41] Michelle x Dear: whoa JISG
[21:41] JM A A A RIE: can you read
[21:41] Michelle x Dear: BIG TIME
[21:41] JM A A A RIE: you but yourself
[21:42] JM A A A RIE: as michelle pooper
[21:42] JM A A A RIE: in my phone
[21:42] JM A A A RIE: faggot
[21:42] Michelle x Dear: HAHA
[21:42] Michelle x Dear: misg or what
[21:42] JM A A A RIE: stupiddddd!
[21:42] JM A A A RIE: hahahahah
[21:42] Michelle x Dear: shutup jaime wanna be
[21:42] JM A A A RIE: jaime wanna be me
[21:42] Michelle x Dear: J
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: I
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: S
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: G
[21:43] JM A A A RIE: M

[21:43] JM A A A RIE: I
[21:43] JM A A A RIE: A
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: no
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: no
[21:43] JM A A A RIE: F
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: no
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: no
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: no
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: no
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: t going to happpen
[21:43] JM A A A RIE: m
[21:43] JM A A A RIE: i
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: hk
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: h
[21:43] JM A A A RIE: a
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: jh
[21:43] JM A A A RIE: f
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: g
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: gk
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: h
[21:43] JM A A A RIE: m
[21:43] JM A A A RIE: ia
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: .
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: .
[21:43] JM A A A RIE: f
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: .
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: .
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: .
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: .
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: .
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: .
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: .
[21:43] Michelle x Dear: .
[21:43] JM A A A RIE: omg stop1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[21:44] Michelle x Dear: .
[21:44] Michelle x Dear: .
[21:44] Michelle x Dear: .
[21:44] Michelle x Dear: .
[21:44] JM A A A RIE: hahahhahahaha
[21:44] Michelle x Dear:
[21:44] JM A A A RIE: m
i
[21:44] JM A A A RIE: a
[21:44] JM A A A RIE: f
[21:44] Michelle x Dear: f;
[21:44] Michelle x Dear: gjh';j
[21:44] JM A A A RIE: HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[21:44] Michelle x Dear: that's it..
[21:44] JM A A A RIE: YES
[21:44] Michelle x Dear: you already did it
[21:44] Michelle x Dear: up there
[21:44] JM A A A RIE: no i didnt
[21:44] Michelle x Dear: J
[21:44] Michelle x Dear: I
[21:44] Michelle x Dear: S
[21:44] Michelle x Dear: G
[21:44] Michelle x Dear: HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
[21:44] JM A A A RIE: cant faze me
[21:45] JM A A A RIE: im not trying to stop yah
[21:45] Michelle x Dear: jiajwb
[21:45] Michelle x Dear: j.i.a.j.w.b
[21:45] Michelle x Dear: 4life
[21:45] Michelle x Dear: zing!
[21:45] Michelle x Dear: or should i say
[21:45] Michelle x Dear: zowwwwwww
[21:45] JM A A A RIE: shut up julio
[21:46] Michelle x Dear: pffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
[21:46] Michelle x Dear: ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
[21:46] Michelle x Dear: peace. out. JISG
[21:46] Meebo Message: JM A A A RIE is offline
[21:47] Meebo Message: JM A A A RIE is online
[21:47] Meebo Message: JM A A A RIE is offline
[21:47] Meebo Message: JM A A A RIE is online
[21:47] Meebo Message: JM A A A RIE is offline

(I always win in blocking wars.You should have known.)
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[17:37] Michelle x Dear: Hey sting ray
[17:37] Kevin is Tan: hey jumpsuit
[17:38] Michelle x Dear: hey no shirt
[17:39] Kevin is Tan: i got nothing.
[17:39] Michelle x Dear: hahaha i thought you were going to say
[17:39] Michelle x Dear: sup leg muscles
[17:39] Michelle x Dear: at least that's what i would say haha
[17:40] Kevin is Tan: hey no leg muscles
[17:40] Michelle x Dear: hey! don't make me ride my bike to your house and sock you
[17:40] Michelle x Dear: cripple
[17:42] Kevin is Tan: dont make me harm your pinky toe with my harmed pinky toe
[17:42] Michelle x Dear: do it, i dare you
[17:42] Michelle x Dear: we'll see who end ups winning
[17:42] Michelle x Dear: mr.100
[17:43] Kevin is Tan: ill do it
[17:43] Kevin is Tan: when i can walk
[17:43] Michelle x Dear: hahaha, sure you will...
[17:43] Kevin is Tan: yay no pe for me
[17:44] Michelle x Dear: lucks dude
[17:50] Kevin is Tan: hah
[17:50] Michelle x Dear: eheh
[17:57] Kevin is Tan: was your bulletin because i hurt myself?
[17:58] Michelle x Dear: No!!
[17:59] Kevin is Tan: yes?
[17:59] Michelle x Dear: noooooooooo
[18:01] Kevin is Tan: yes?
[18:01] Michelle x Dear: NO!
[18:04] Kevin is Tan: uh
[18:04] Kevin is Tan: yes?
[18:07] Michelle x Dear: uh no,
[18:07] Kevin is Tan: i practically died the whole trip
[18:09] Michelle x Dear: i saved you
[18:09] Kevin is Tan: i like crackers
[18:09] Michelle x Dear: love em
[18:09] Kevin is Tan: dont think how i would
[18:10] Michelle x Dear: oh like edible crackers or white people ?
[18:10] Kevin is Tan: edible
[18:11] Michelle x Dear: k, just checking
[18:15] Kevin is Tan: i think i drank too much seawater
[18:15] Kevin is Tan: D:
[18:17] Michelle x Dear: hahaha
[18:18] Michelle x Dear: i think i got to much
[18:18] Michelle x Dear: in my eyes
[18:18] Kevin is Tan: yeah that also
[18:19] Michelle x Dear: but my eyes are bigger
[18:19] Michelle x Dear: kidding hahahaha
[18:20] Kevin is Tan: stumped
[18:21] Michelle x Dear: nvm.....nvm
[18:23] Michelle x Dear: dude you would have died last week
[18:23] Kevin is Tan: why
[18:23] Kevin is Tan: mormans?
[18:23] Michelle x Dear: the waves were so biggggg
[18:24] Kevin is Tan: at least no stingrays eh
[18:24] Michelle x Dear: freaking a
[18:25] Kevin is Tan: no way
[18:25] Michelle x Dear: way?
[18:33] Kevin is Tan: i brought ten bucks for a cafe that was closed
[18:35] Michelle x Dear: i know when i saw it i was all excited
[18:35] Michelle x Dear: i was so disappointed
[18:35] Michelle x Dear: you have no idea
[18:35] Kevin is Tan: i was so hungry
[18:35] Kevin is Tan: i had hotpockets
[18:35] Kevin is Tan: and cereal
[18:35] Kevin is Tan: and coke
[18:35] Kevin is Tan: and k bars
[18:36] Michelle x Dear: wthefreak
[18:36] Michelle x Dear: save me a hot pocket!
[18:36] Kevin is Tan: no.
[18:37] Michelle x Dear: why not???
[18:38] Kevin is Tan: if you want some, you'd have to pry it from my one way digestive system !
[18:38] Michelle x Dear: oh well then maybe i will
[18:38] Michelle x Dear: fag
[18:41] Kevin is Tan: i like classic rock now
[18:41] Michelle x Dear: Beatles ???
[18:42] Kevin is Tan: precisely
[18:42] Michelle x Dear: NO WAY
[18:42] Kevin is Tan: yes way
[18:42] Michelle x Dear: our love just grew,
[18:42] Kevin is Tan: is that possible?
[18:43] Michelle x Dear: to me, it is
[18:43] Kevin is Tan: k
[18:43] Michelle x Dear: hahaaaaahahahahahahahahahah
[18:43] Michelle x Dear: calm down
[18:44] Michelle x Dear: you'll get used to me it's sarcasm101 over here
[18:45] Kevin is Tan: its smartassing101 over here, where the grass is browner
[18:45] Michelle x Dear: haha my parents hate me for smartassing
[18:45] Michelle x Dear: so i guess you can add that to my list
[18:47] Kevin is Tan: i smartass my mom all the time
[18:47] Kevin is Tan: "how was your day?"
[18:47] Kevin is Tan: "better than yours"
[18:47] Michelle x Dear: HAHAHAHAA
[18:48] Michelle x Dear: guess what just grew again
[18:48] Kevin is Tan: your height?
[18:48] Michelle x Dear: yes
[18:49] Kevin is Tan: good job
[18:49] Michelle x Dear: Thanks, can I have a hot pocket now?
[18:49] Kevin is Tan: No
[18:49] Michelle x Dear: K.

Monday, May 18, 2009

I couldn't help but smile, laugh.

Today was fun, super chill.
I pretty much hung out with Linda the whole time, she's tight.
Uh........I didn't get sea sick =)
My favorite part was probably running around balboa island freely, it was kind of awkward seeing andy outside of school. so awkward..
I had my first balboa bar, a little disappointing I think because I wasn't hungry.. and it was 3.50.
My friend Jenifer is taking the powerpoint like a man, true I've been making a lot of the bracelets, but, the powerpoint... I'm really computer savy and I honestly was hoping I could help her out a little bit. I saved the day when we made the graphs, but she taught me some paint skills I probably won't forget.
I hate coming home...



I don't want to keep going with this school year, so annoying, and I'm not sure if I want to commit to being president anymore, but I probably will.... gahhhhhhhhhh.
I have a life you know!










early sunsets over monroe ville
='D









I'm going to miss seeing your face around next year. I know no one quite relizes you aren't going to be here. I kind of want to move schools, I sure as hell don't want to go to Westminster..










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-I can't wait to move in during summer, hahahaha~

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Last time

I'm really sorry we didn't go to church with you, I am. I am disappointed in myself,

I'm sorry I have a feeling I won't be able to make to your party, it's already 1:30, and I don't think I'm coming home until after dinner. In my defense you did tell me the time on Friday, and I did tell you I might not make it because I was going to be in Long Beach, I still love you.

Today is going by so fast, and I keep complaining but I'm not doing anything about it. So I'm going to start doing something................right, now.




__________---

I can't tell you how bad that car ride home was, so pathetic, I hate my parents..
I seriously felt so sick to my stomach, I didn't know what to do, because I can't do anything. There is no reasoning with my parents. There is no reasonable with my parents. I really only have one now anyway, but she doesn't do shit. I wish Mary was 18. This sucks, I hate being home. I think I'm going to Christie's party after all, I feel bad coming empty handed but I don't want to be here anymore. I never want to be here anymore. It's not worth crying over, I forgot how hard it is to make me cry now. This is so pathetic soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo freaking pathetic. It's pretty sad when you're embarrassed by your parents, or embarrassed to tell anyone who your parents are, especially people who know them. Now, I have to make sure, my parents don't define me.
I wish I could do something.
I can't for these 5 years to go by because this is not working out.


_____________________________________________________________________________


I'm happy, jogging, and talking to people I love make everything better. I love friends. They are my replacement and the family I always wanted.


p.s. I didn't feel this earthquake. I love clearing my mind.


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This weekend was great. I love our sleepovers and I love our adventures. You are my other half. I'm so happy I remembered your blog url.

Unspeakable , you don't realize how much I confide in you, how much I tell you and don't tell others.

--------

I'm really excited for this field trip, but am I ready for it?

___________


I can't wait for this birthday, I think it's going to be funny when my parents forget. Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha


love it.

Once again the friends come through.






I think this is the most I've been loved, ever.


____


Who knew? I could do this, I can handle this..

I don't know about you? but I do. At least now, I know for sure.

_________________

Hey, aren't you amazing? Yeah..........you are.

___________________________

I can't help but defend you, no one, no one, talks shit with out getting hit when it comes to this kid.



.
























boosh.














































skadoosh.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

wasgewd

I can tell just by doing what I did how much I've changed.

_____________________

I didn't go to school today, I kinda feel better now, slept in a lot, made a few headbands, about to go over to Jen's to make the graphs and some more math market stuff, so we'll see how that goes..


Current mood: unmotivated

__________

Jen's was peaceful.
Now I'm not the only only one in my group making the bracelets.. =)
I think we are going to make tie die shirts as well, I'm excited to make them.
I have homework up the crack..
I have a test I'm not prepared for, but who can be with a teacher like ------. He makes me so mad. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, nothing gained in his class, nothing.
I need new contacts, but I won't be getting them until tomorrow, which means I'm going to have to wear my glasses to school... gay I hate wearing glasses so much they are such a bug now. They push on my eyelashes and every time I blink I can feel it, they are too small now. Yuck..
I'm almost tempted too................never mind


Tomorrow at exactly 2:12, I will be happy.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Computer Savy,


You think I would learn...

Monday, May 11, 2009

Hey, guess what?

I came home, finished my ice cream, put my head down, slept for a while, woke up, made some calls, fell back asleep in my room, woke up with pleasant dreams I couldn't remember, drenched in sweat, and I wasn't in a bad mood.

Nice.







That's what I call progress biatches..

People

can be so annoying, it bugs me to the X

/



Sunday, May 10, 2009

Hey mom,

Went to church today, by myself..
was nice actually.


On my way to mothers day..

___

This weekend was fat.
Maybe today not so much, but shout out to Sam for chills this weekend.
Carolina, dude, 2 hours on the phone. Deangngngngngngng.
I mean you know us, check in, check out, basis.



CStight


I don't want to go to school tomorrow because I want to stop all this working! Please, summer, hurry your ass up.

Dude this weekend is on high demands for me.
I gotsta my church fair.
I gotsta my double sleepovers @ Carolina's.
I gotsta my Christie's birthday party.
I gotsta my see star trek, I'll most likely get that done wes. though.
Uh......I'll figure something out.

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-Honestly, why do you smell so good, seriously, I want to know..
-Dang, you do have a lot of rebounds..
-Thanks for trying to keep me from saying faggot. It's became natural, so you have your work cut out for you..
-I wonder what you would do if I stopped trying, I wonder if you would appreciate me then. Probably........................ not.
-Is it bad to like your friends better than your family, because I'm guilty. I can't help it. They aren't like me. Even still, I'm not close, anymore.
-I can hear your gossip from here, but I dgaf because you still regret. Fix it.
-I love you, honestly, you are so tight when it's just you, no dramamammas here.
-I can't wait to grow up with you.
-I manage to read the bible before I sleep but it is so hard for me to stay awake while praying, I'm not going to stop trying,though, you might as well go away demon, you're just waiting your time.
-I love life 99.9% of the time, if not more.
-You drive so well, seriously, teach me.
-I think you are so funny even though you talk a lot and talk about everyone, I can handle it. You are nice.
-I like when we hang out a lot, you're funny, good at guitar, and can sing, thanks for letting me try out your really expensive blush. Love ya!
-We are like twins, we don't look anything alike. We are so much alike though.
-I love everything you can't take away from me.
-Bohe videos up later, my doll, you know who..
-Sooner or later, you won't be able to take anything from me.
-I don't hate anyone....




=D

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

I'm nice,

I think,

















Yeah, yeah, I am.

Thanks,

God, for always answering my prayers, no matter the answer.
I love you.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Get off my nuts.

This Friday was nice.
This Saturday was bombies.
This Sunday was....


disappointing.
Church was nice, though, and it felt nice to lay off the food and bike. We left my house for blessed sacrament at 10:50, we hauled ass with our muscular legs, had the work out of our lives, and made it, barely made it, but made it. I sang really loud, like "ALELUIAAAAA!" and the occasional "RAISE MONST HIGH!!!". Don't worry though, I wasn't being disrespectful. And when the choir started clapping with the beat, I started clapping along really loud and the whole church joined in, at least our side, I think Jessica thought that was normal. She was freaking out when we were waiting in line for communion, don't worry she crossed her arms, she was all, "Wait, Michelle, I'm really nervous!!!."
Although there was more family drama mammas today, I managed to stay out of it, out of most of it, at least.
I feel asleep reading, and I'm almost on the 14th chapter out of 15. I slowed down on reading after a lot of the interesting things went on. I hope the concluding chapters are good, but I don't see how he could top the intro. I'm not sure if it could be done.
A lot of you know I have the hardest trouble with getting up from naps.. like the hardest trouble. So I decided to pray that I would wake up easily, not be in a bad mood, and get my homework done. Guess what? Done. Done. And done.

I got the coolest shirts evers, plus a sweatshirt and one pair of jeans! Feels so good, thank you, haha. I love new clothes, even if they aren't new. If you know what I mean,if not.. oh well.

Things you probably already know about me:
-I don't know how to whistle.
-I don't know how to do a cart wheel.
-I've never seen the lord of the rings.
-I've never been on a plane.
-Everyone always gives me their passwords and they're never hacked.
-Usually the people that give me their passwords, I already knew what they were, so let's see if you can make sense of that.^
-I paint my nails, so they look shorter if I forget to cut them.

Right after I posted a bulletin asking if anyone had a web cam and was bored, Danny Noriega posted a bulletin telling people to watch his stickam. Quensidence? You decide..

Quote of the day: "If you keep giving people a piece of your mind, you won't have much left."

Saturday, May 2, 2009

I live like it's the style.

I love weekends..
My glimpse of freedom, gone in a flash.
I think that's why I love summer so much..







free.





I don't want to start testing.
I wish I had Monday off.
I wish I didn't live here, or anywhere in Westminster. I think I would miss my Grandmother the most. I love grandparents.
I can't wait until I'm old enough to tell you off. When that day comes.. I will be so happy just to get this off my chest.
When I was younger, I learned how to braid, but I told everyone I knew how to French braid because my braids always looked different.
I don't know what is so amazing about me, but I'm glad you're interested.
I could tell you're beautiful. You wouldn't believe me. I wouldn't be lying.
I got you the hookups.
I want an Ipod.
I stopped taking pictures of myself, when I got over myself.
It takes a lot to make me crack.
Someone told me I use my self control as an advantage, and that it will all pay off in the end. I won't forget.
Someone told me that they believe in me and knows that I'm going places. They said I might no where now, but I'll end up where I'm meant to be in the end. I'll figure it out.
Someone told me they were proud of me, it wasn't my parents and I can't remember the last time they've said that. Hence why it meant so much to me coming from you. You are like the ultimate person. I wish I wasn't the youngest so I could see more of you.
For awhile, I thought I was the only one that considered me funny, I guess I was wrong.
If you ask me a question and I answer it, I'll find a better answer for it later, but I forgot who asked me the question.
Why is gambling so fun for you? Really..
I think I'll stick to no coffee when I'm older.
If I ever want coffee I know where to go.
Starbucks always tastes bad the last few sips.
I hate when other people talk about their hygiene, like what kind of deodorant they use, I really could care less. It puts me to sleep.
I love people who are on meebo as late as I am. Those are my favorites.




M.I.A. is so weird, haha, I love it.