Wednesday, February 25, 2009

I'm happy

just a little annoyed.

P.S. I am sorry for the mistakes in past blogs I usually write them very fast and in the spur of the moment.
I'm also happy I'm giving up fast food for a while.
-Finish reading a Separate Peace.
-Post an angry bulliton to rugby girls.
-Run some laps (conditioning).
-Take my bike out for a stroll.
-Give Jessica her clothes back.
-Go to Dland.
-Smile and Remember but don't dwell.
-Go body surfing.
-Buy the Smashing Pumpkins CD
-Buy Jess a birthday present
-Paint my nails
-Get a dress
-Remember not to eat Fast Food
-Talk to the college girl that sits in my class more often and get her into the music I like
-Remember Billy Corgan wrote "1979" when he was 12

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Suck it,

I would probably be better living on my own.
They can't manage their own lives let alone ours.
Go get a job.
Both of you.
That money is going to be gone before you know it.
Don't complain about us using so much of it because you are the ones that give it to us in the first place.
You don't know how to manage any money and you always look for a short cut. If I could bring in the money for us I would. You can't keep a job. You don't even look for work.
And you need to get off your ass and stop using excuses to try to get you off the hook.
Shut the fuck up and do something about it.
You create your own fate.
I can't tell you how to your job, cause guess what sweetie I didn't sign up for it.
Now I might be angry while I'm writing this but that doesn't mean it's not true.
You are not reliable yet you except us to be.
This makes me so mad because I am so helpless in this situation because we do get buy and we do have money, for the moment.
But when that money runs out don't come crying to me about because I can't do shit.
You chose for it to be mostly on you.
Not me.
So grow up.
I'm not saying it's your fault.
I am saying that if you don't do anything it will be.
So get off your ass and do something.
O and stop being so buddy buddy.
Stop being so stupid.
I could probably do better job than you at this point.

Monday, February 23, 2009


I wish I could take what both of you told me and copy and paste it into your minds. The thing is I only really know one of you and that's obvious. I know she cares, you don't. I know she isn't over it, you don't. I know she is thankful for everything you do, you don't. I know she isn't mad at you every time she pushes you away, you don't. I know she takes you for granted but that doesn't mean she is always that way, you don't. I know how she really is fun and real personality, you don't. I know she doesn't show her feelings the way you do, you don't. Start talking. Now.


Disney was shoo fun! The golden ride ticket was even better.
Uh let me just tell you some of my recommendations..
Never waist your time on Pirates or the Finding Nemo rides. Only go on Indiana if you have a big group and it's a short line. If you are brave enough to go on rides by yourself in an odd number on Thunder Mt.,Matterhorn,ect; do it. It is a totally different experience and you just have more room to breathe. Don't miss a ride because you are too scared, force your self on it. You won't regret it, and if you do you're lying to your self. Don't go on space mountain unless you are ready for a long line; don't get me wrong it's a very good ride. Splash Mt. pretty good ride, great for groups, given a priceless picture, unless they wash yours away..

"I am something you won't understand."
I like that quote.
Today: Tired, Cold, Proud of my self, Hungry, Happy, Funny, Smart, Entertaining, Frustrating, Fast, Looking ahead to the future, being forced to look back, Day Dreams, Content,

I just wanted to add:
Why Brett, why?
Fuck you Millionaires!
I can't wait until you drive
Hurry up and pull your shit together
I love everyone someway, somehow I just might not know it yet.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Don't wake me, I plan on sleeping in.

Say it ain't soooooo,
Kay thanks.
I have been busy this week.
A busy busy bee.
I am just excited to go to the movies and see Coraline in 3D!
That's right you shady bitches, 3D!!
I forgot my knitting needles again today.
O reminds story time be prepared:
So I lost one of my knitting needles a couple weeks ago looked every where, especially in the bag I knew it was in. Everywhere in the bag. More than once. So I was convinced it was gone forever and decided to use a different one. I come home one day after school to get my knitting bag and that needle is right on top of the bag. No one knew I was missing it so would have no need to return it. No one knew where I had kept the bag..
But anyway there was your mini story of the post =]
Wow I'm so gay

Random word of the day: adequate

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Today then tomorrowv

Practice today.
No surprise.
I'm not looking forward to it.
No surprise.
I only enjoy tackling people, not bags, people.
No surprise.
Favorite part of practice is when it ends, and before when we play ripper.
No surprise.
Tomorrow I'm hanging out with Jessica.
No surprise.
I went to Disneyland last night.
Shout out to Rocky for the passes even though you probably forgot I had a blog all together, yay.
Shout out to Carolina, who also probably forgot I had a blog, I MISS YOUR HOUSE!
Shout out to Diana for being so cute and being my number 1 reader!Yay
Shout out to Christine for me finding your blog again! Yay!
Shout out to Christie to tell Kimberly that I miss her blogs.
Shout out to Mary for punching my teeth out when I was a kid, and for that bloody nose ; hahahahhahhahahhahahahha

Yo whats up brutha?!

and action.
The new Kanye West CD sucks, don't buy it.
I'm back bitches, my internet works again.. yay.
-so creepy, the movie was better that I expected

Listening: Prisoner of society
Feeling: Content- Excited,annoyed,overwhelmed
Looking forward to: Fridays and the end of practice, beginning of the games
Dreading: Reading Counts and the part of tomorrow's test where we don't get to use the calculator
Just remembered: I need to buy something for Jess
Just forgot: What I was going to get her
Just lost: Grape Juice
Wants: Noah's Bagels
Needs: money
Procrastinating: Sucks
Random word of the day: JoushuaTree
Reminded me of: Snowboarding
Reminds me of: Bruce the bitch
Reminds me of: Falling...ALOT
Reminds me of: Purple hands
Reminds me of: 1 step away from frost bite
Reminds me of: Cute guy that got our snow boots
Reminds me of: of the granola I dropped on the snow and didn't go back for
Sorry: earth
Reminds me of: Cute guy that got our snow boots
Reminds me of: the dude that took our picture
Reminds me of: His girlfriend's fart
Reminds me of: "Now hold on just a minute, Just hold on."
Reminds me of: Sleeping on the suitcase
Reminds me of: Practice
Reminds me of: No cleats
Reminds me of: Mud
Reminds me of: Slipping
Reminds me of: Snow
Reminds me of: Cute guy that gave us our boots

Saturday, February 14, 2009


I am so excited for you!

I'm sorry I didn't go to your party but I'm also sorry I didn't go to the Sevens. "Lack of communication" WHAT THE..............
It's not my fault but I know who's it is.
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
I wish I could drive.
Now I'm going to have wait for another five years.
Haha, no but I am going to have to wait a year.

Does anyone even know the big deal about Friday the 13th ? because I don't... Hah

I am actually excited to go to your house for once. It's been awhile. Yay. I hope it's fun. It should be if you don't bully me into sleeping on the crack.
Uh I hope you are late because I am supposed to be ready in 5.....Shit.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Just to sum it up,

I'm excited for life, please hurry up now ol chap.
I want my own room.
I want my own room.
I want my own house.
I. want. my. own. room.
I want some space.
I. want. some. space.
I want some space.
I hate living here.
I have no where to go just to be for awhile without someone bothering me. Without someone yelling at me. Without someone telling me what I am doing wrong. Without someone complaining to me when I can't do anything about it. Without someone who tells me there shit when I don't care. When all I want is silence. Without this. I feel so helpless. I want to do something about this, but I can't. No matter how much I want to. I can't. Stop being such a hypocrite. Ican'tdoanythingforyouIcan'tdoanythingforyouIcan'tdoanythingforyou.
Either get over it or get over it. There's no way around it.
To sum it up,
You are beginning to become an itch.
An itch I don't want to scratch.
Please go away for awhile.
I wish you were as funny as us, but you aren't. I'm sorry I can't do anything about it. I wish I could
You make me so mad sometimes. I just want to throw myself out a window.
If only they liked us as much as they like you. Half of it is your looks. Nothing I can do about that. I'll just have to get used to it I guess. Nothing against you of course.
I'm nothing in comparison to you.NOTHING.
Diana is beautiful, that's all I have to say about that.
I hate being this young too, but please shut up because nothing you say is going to change that.
I can never be mad at you forever. You are the cutest douche out there. I wish you considered me as a friend. I also wish I was on your top. Muhah.
SHUT UP, just for two minutes, please.
I wish I had a job. I would get us out of here, because obviously YOU can't.
I wish I was better than you just because that's all you have against me.
I'm so sick of this.
I'm excited for snowboarding.
I'm excited for your birthday.
I'm sorry I missed your birthday thing.
I'm sorry I'm going to miss your birthday thing.
Tired of this routine? Yeah me too. Get over it.

Saturday, February 7, 2009


cookie dough
baby laugh

The rain,

Kept us from having a rugby game today.
We our having fun here though, not as much as I would be having if we played a game today but............better than nothing.

I saw the Uninvited last night after being creeped out with the real exorcism the exorcist is based on, it was a pretty gooooooooooooooooooooooooood movie. Real Trippy. Real. Trippy.

School was actually pretty nice.
This week was the longest school week of my life!
Friday was a good day. Peaceful. I love science!
I know everyone hates it because it's a little challenging but I love it!
Mr.Garwick loves honors and honors loves him because he chose our class for the field trip. Woop-Woop.
Yay for grants.
Yay for super smart 7th grade science teachers!

Knitting club is real fun.
Maybe not knitting because its so frustrating but I love the CLUB.
Oreos are the best part, haha Diana.
"Linda tell your mom I said hi"
"Tell her I said hi too"
"Bye Linda! Tell your mom I said suck it!!!"

I suppose I am awkward.
I wonder what I'm going to do today..

Tomorrow is Jimmy Le's birthday.
I don't even know the details.
So I'm not sure if I can go to baseball.
He won't tell me what he wants.